Guysssss... please help.. m dumb ig... cuz i can't understand the things between Chang and Yeonwoo (esp when Yeonwoo said he's not honest) and also why Yeonwoo blamed everything on Creed( ik he was mad bcuz of porn thing i wanted to know his emotional aspect ) Please explain me all this and yeah also about that blonde guy(sorry i forgot the name) how he was r*ped i mean he was shooting he knew it right? Please explain
Let me explain but you might hate this manhwa after my explanation... i hated it after realization.
So in ch 39 Ryan called McQueen a rapist with camera like all porn companies. Later Ed finds a video in Ryan's things . This video was a shooting between Ryan and McQueen that was mentioned in the beginning chapters of the manhwa. Ed felt jealous about this though it was in the past. But he tried to watch it. It was a porn about a real life serial rapist who raped many people in real life . Ed ask himself did McQueen not care about the victims feelings when he made such a thing.
I mean McQueen turned the suffering of real life rape victims to object of masturbation for porn viewers by making a porn about the serial rapist.
This is seriously sick and a huge flaw . It ruined McQueen character for me.
So Ed decides to breakup with McQueen because of this reason and because McQueen released transference sensation( McQueen ed couple porno) which revealed Ed's identity as a porn actor. Ed blamed McQueen for the shame he felt but instead of standing up for the decisions he made , he blamed McQueen.
Anyway the real deal breaker was finding out McQueen porn about real life rapist and rape victims...but author of the manhwa nipped it into the bud and mentioned this problem less and less. So at the end it was like as if Ed only broke up with McQueen because of the shame he felt....but the real shit was making porn out of real life rape victims.
Oh GOD. I haven't fully read this story so reading this comment really did ruin it for me i dont think i can look at mcqueen (or this story) the same again. It would've been really compelling if the author would have seen through ed's main reason till the end. Knowing they mentioned it less and less is such a cop out.
Ryan was actually a rape victim of a serial rapist or killer. McQueen offered him to act in his porno about this real rapist killer and that it might help him to see that rape experience in new light( awful advice .....I seriously can't believe McQueen thinks acting in porn about a serial rapist is good for a rape victim))))
That's why i say mcqueen atonement is not enough for the horrible thing he has done to the rape victims.
Imagine watching a porno about a serial rapist who had raped and killed your family member....how would you feel....people will masturbate to such thing while you will only remember that loss of your beloved one in the most inhuman way
Daaaamnnn... why I am the one getting embarrassed