lemon's Things

Personally, I like(?) smut SOMETIMES but I normally skip it in some webtoons cause I just don't like it. Has anyone else done that case people always say "sure you read it for the plot", "that's definitely not why your reading it" no it is why I read it. I like the plot, even my smut stuff has to have a plot or I cant and drop it <3. I just feel weird reading it and I fine with it but ifs that's all I'm gonna be like skipping 2/3 of the chapter (bj alex). But has anyone else do this?? I am curious (￣△￣)

Honestly, my grammar is a little bad but whatever, CONTEXT: Im bi but have a preference for girls.
I have this friend who always calls me and my friend (who is lesbian) “weird” and “not normal”, when we’re talking about girls and saying how they're so pretty. Most of my friends don’t say anything about it though cause they think it’s a "joke"(bullshit). And she always says to this guy “I bet you still gay!”, and "I hope your parent hate you for being gay". I feel is kinda bad cause you're using sexuality to make fun of someone so I’m kinda pissed about that. Plus they don't even know his sexuality?? So why tf are you saying that. I wanna tell her I'm bi but I'm kinda scared and don't know how to tell her. :(

Is it fucked up so basically I got into an agreement with my friend, and we basically are ignoring each other I've known her for 2 years. Plus we have 4 periods together so I always see her. But I kinda wanna ignore her cause she's so loud and gets into "joke" fights are is kinda annoying. So if I ignore her I get to spend 20 precious minutes reading in the library. and I really wanna know who would crack first and how long I could ignore her for :D. She mostly angry cause I always imagine people in a dark room and I basically beat them up and I said I sometimes think of her in this room so ya (i know it's fucked up its cause I barely vent my anger or if trama and It kinda helps me see why what I'm imagining is fucked up and helps me kinda calm down, its definitely not healthy). So ya she is ignoring me and I left the group chats with all my friends so I'm alone but I only really need my one friend. This was kinda a vent cause I cant vent in the discord chat cause of the friend ignoring me <3