I... I just can't. This MC. Why is he so stupid.
(SPOILERS) So not only does he never tell the seme that he just got raped and brutalized by the seme's psycho ex ... he doesn't even bother to discuss with the seme that this guy is CRAZY and dangerous and they should NOT be traveling with him. No, he just chooses to tremble and act useless. Yes, let's go with crazy ex on this remote trip, nothing could go wrong. THEN PROCEEDS TO JUST GO OFF ALONE WITH THE PSYCHO EX AGAIN. After already having been beaten and raped by him literally a day ago. He could've said no, the seme was right there to protect him. He goes there, is like, "Hur durrr I thought you wanted us to go alone into the woods together to gather stuff for camp". Like REALLY. Did you REALLY think that's why psycho ex wanted to lure you alone into the woods together? THIS ENDS WITH MC GETTING A HANDJOB FROM THE PSYCHO EX. And at no point does he actually try to stop it. Or run away. He's just moaning and going "oh nooo I don't want it but I'm c**ing" like some pron actress. WTF. I'm done with this dumb@ss MC.
Seriously awh mannn I just start to like them ok I'll brace myself for up coming update
dang. i don’t know if i wanna stick around now. i hate dumb and weak MC like this, wtf. they get me SO heated. ugh.
Same, I hate this type of MC, uselles and dumb, I will abandon this manga right now and it was so interesting...
Hi, just want to ask who is the seme’s ex????
asdfghjkl. maybe i should drop it too
Where can I read the raws?
Yeah, honestly, he wasn't so terrible until the whole... amnesia thing. I thought until then his reactions were fairly reasonable and normal. After that though, he lost all brain cells and I can't even begin to relate with any part of his thought process. Why is it so hard to find a story with a strong, smart uke when there's a yandere male lead TAT.
The seme's ex shows up later in the raws. He's the tall, tattooed redhead that dresses in skimpy robes. Not a whole lot is known about him, since they're still trying to keep the seme's history and background a mystery. He used to live with the seme, before the seme left one day. He's been searching for the seme ever since. He's really psycho.
The Chinese raws are here, they go up to chapter 20 so far: https://boylove.cc/home/book/index/id/11359
Alright, based on newest several chapters from raws... What is all this dog's blood drama omg. So [SPOILER]MC lose his memories conveniently right after discovering psycho ML mass murdered everyone in his doctor village (along with previous villages), which I'm kind of not keen on. Amnesia as a plot device is so overused. So they play house, but MC and ML are kinda on the run because ML is a serial murderer who murderhobos entire villages and there are wanted ads for him. There are numerous people who either try to let MC know ML is SHADY AF (and mysteriously get murdered... Hmm I wonder who it could be) or they themselves are SHADY AF. And MC is just like "oh these are good people uwu". ML literally SKINS THE FACE OFF TO USE AS A HUMAN MASK one of these aforementioned shady people. And MC is just like "hehe nice mask." The only time MC has misgivings about someone is when ML's crazy mofo ex appears and behaves like a crazy hooker murderer. And a lot of that just stems from his jealousy of their past relationship. Despite this ex behaving absolutely insane, MC still decides to "lay down the law" and confront him alone with no protection. ML is also mysteriously incapable of protecting MC from his crazy ex, and is strangely passive in all this, despite literally murdering an entire village to possess MC. At this point, crazy ex beats the sh** out of MC, rapes him, and asks him if ML beats him during sex, because he loved doing that when they used to sleep together. Afterwards, ex is like, "u better not tell him I beat or raped u, or imma kill u" like ML is not going to notice the massive bruises and uh... remaining marks. And MC is like "yeah nothing happened we were just talking." Goddamn the seme is gorgeous, but this drama, man... It's killing me
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Oh...wow....
And, THIS gave me a good laugh I really needed. Thanks! (=・ω・=)
Right?! Same, same. I'll still keep reading this, it's like a trainwreck you can't look away from. At least the art's pretty though lol
Honestly? I can't wait to read all of this. I'm totally looking forward to it.
Wait did the ex rape him as an uke or seme? Like was MC anally raped because I feel like ML would lose his shit
what the actual fuck..I forgot there's no logic in yaoi..
so ml did notice mc was raped/beaten right? did he kill that mf crazy ex?
Spanish,till 18 ch :
https://lectortmo.com/library/manhwa/50619/el-amante-de-sura
The ex raped him as a seme. I guess the ex used to be uke, but the main character is a super uke so he still bottoms lol. So far the ML has not really lost his shit (despite the ex pushing the MC down a flight of stairs, there being obvious huge bruises on the MC's face, and the MC being shaken up / terrified of ex). He's just kind of... mildly scolded the ex? And slapped the ex once?
It makes literally no sense. I guess it’s whatever to add to drama. But if you’re willingly romantically involved with a violent man you think Is capable of killing hundreds of people a fact that even supersedes the fog of your dumb amnesia why hide being raped and attacked. You don’t know of owe your rapist anything why are you willingly protecting him? What possible leverage does he have when the only comment interest you have is the same lover who is known by both you to kill and harm what he considers his. wouldn’t you be smart to use this fact to threaten his life? How dumb is this uke suppose to be, and how dumb am I suppose to be to consider his inaction makes any sense.
Yeahh, I was yelling "Oh come ON!" at my computer when I read the latest raws. It's just a series of bad and worse decisions from the uke. I guess the story is trying to say that all these years of the uke living with the seme during his amnesia, he never once remembered or saw any signs of the seme being a killer or a powerful fighter. Which is why he decided that he should be the one to confront psycho ex alone, after the ex just pushed him down several flights of stairs in an attempt to murder him. The ex even came out and told him "wow you're dumb to come alone making demands of me, you're the weak one that's gonna get your ass beat" as he proceeded to beat him up and rape him. And it looks like he was right, the uke didn't even bother to do what you said and TELL the seme this guy just tried to kill him, beat him up, and raped him.
ML: I had sex with u to show I love u
FL: Ok let's be together
ML: lol no go be with someone else k bye
FL: Fine
ML: *surprised Pikachu face* :o
if he’s a bodyguard so they can’t be together so idek tbh
Chinese raws are here: https://boylove.cc/home/book/index/id/11359
This is so freaking hot and steamy, the sex scenes are just *chef's kiss* uwu. Be warned, later on there is some extreme violence and gore, the seme is CRAZY yandere. I love the seme though, he has that pretty gorgeous effeminate face with the super sexy muscled body and big y'know what. Has those crazy eyes going, too. The uke on the other hand.. I could do without. Holy moly what a ducking idiot. I wish the uke was less weak and would be smarter. I like my ukes more capable. This idiot has NO eye for people's character, and just immediately goes ALONE to confront anyone and everyone. He's almost gotten raped or killed because of this like, 3 times so far (not even including misjudging the seme's character). I kinda also wish he was also a bit less... Female body type? Like if it wasn't for his *bleep*, he would be a girl.
Yeah i wish the uke wasn’t so Heavily feminine
Gaaah, why'd it have to end already?!! ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ
I've been searching so long for hot yaoi that has this type of couple. Super perverted hot seme that's crazy about the cold, annoyed strong uke. This is like the only one I've seen that scratches that itch (usually I only see unofficial foe yay couplings that have a similar feel to this, like Creed x Train from Black Cat).
So the art is amazing (probably 99% the reason I'm continuing this), but God DAMN the MC is a pushover. I flipped a table when she just sat behind the tree while the disgusting black haired girl did the dirty with the ML. Like, I get that she has no intention of being with him, but MULTIPLE TIMES she put it openly on the table that she would grant their wish to elope. And they still chose to cuck her. The sheer NERVE, and she's just like, "oh no what do I do, I can't make a sound, guess I just have to stay here and listen to them bang the whole time". Like WAT. She's well known for being a psycho with tons of power. As soon as she transmigrated, everyone is just openly disrespecting and cucking her everywhere, and there are zero repercussions. I get that she doesn't want to follow the same villainous path, but there's being a villainess and being a DOORMAT. Ughhh I wish she would've at least stood up and been like, "you two can do that, but get out of my area of the palace, never want to see you two again."
There's actually a reason why she's doing this, she can't just act out of line because 1. If she were to mess things up the game could glitch and something bad will happen or 2. Everyone finds out who she is and the game just kinds of finds out their fictional and everyone is going through ~trauma~ because of it.
I can see why she wants to carefully change her fate without breaking the game, but I don't think she needed to continue to hide behind the tree while the two had smexytime. That's just weird and awkward. And honestly, I think that's way more OOC for her to do that than to be like, "wtf you guys doing, get outta here with that". Like I said, I'll continue reading this, but that moment went a bit beyond weird.