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I'm lost for words. I didnt expect the latest chapter to be like this, their relationship was surely getting somewhere.. or so I believed :(
I am pissed at Ed on how he lashed out at McQueen like that, i mean- he chose that kind of path (but im mad at chang for this, what is his role even bring anyway? Lol) when he called mcqueen a pimp, i just faceslapped so hard.. He really lost his composure, but i cant help but to understand because this is new for him. And i cant blame McQueen for saying that he is a loner either.. after all the words that ed spitted :-( theyre really not on the best situation and it just hurts so much. :(
But one thing im confused (Please help me and explain to me please) is the movie about (1) Mcqueen's past. Why did it became such a big deal? (well from what McQueen said in the past chapters. He woulddnt want the ppl to know that that sacristan(?) became a porn actor/director) he even hid it to jennifer and the staffs. Or is it just a past he wants to bury? (2) is Ryan and their "perfection" film. Was he really raped? And Ed was def mad at the fact that he thinks mcqueen gained a lot from treating ryan like an object or raped him. Ryan's "reborn" words seemed to attached in Ed a lot.
I'm curious on whats gonna happen next I prefer to hold bsck myself from reading the raws but please tell me what you think.
Damn this hurted.