I really like it when the story is retold in seme's point of view...like with WOW as well...cos sometimes with these "cold as ice" men it's hard to tell what they are thinking. Anyone feel the same?
I also like it, but it pisses me off when the point of view is incoherent with what was previously stated. I.e., when the personality of the seme makes a total 180 just to make them look less of an asshole and miraculously they weren't as bad as we though, which I don't think is the case with On or Off, but for other stories when they use the point of view of the seme to revel it was all a misunderstanding just so the seme doesn't have to deal with the consequences of their actions and grovel for forgiveness.
I guess that's the way so the story won't end in tragedy haha #－.－)
but totally feel you though -_- The best part is though with some stories the seme do end up apologising or carry out acts of atonement like Hidoku Shinaide. Tis rare though, Rare for sure.
#agreed
Totally, we're starving for more grovel!
And I also like (the darkness of me knows no limits) when the one with the mistakes is never forgiven and lose it all (I'm a sucker for heart ripping stories) like 10 years that I loved you the most, that angst fest hits the right spots for me.
Just realised....why I resonate with them so much in a way cos it reminded me of my first and only relationship I've had w my ex. We both were young and didn't have a clue what we did was right or wrong. we were just madly in love in the beginning and the immature me became aggressive and needy. Mind you we were only like 18/19 when we just dated. It was about third year mark we became hostile to each other. We've already been friends 6 years prior though, but dating was a whole different game. Now looking back I was dumb and brainless...just like Cole and Alex. They are technically only still in their early 20s...like literally 20 maybe. so I am not surprised they are still immature as hell on how they handle their relationship.
I hope there are extra stories after the ending...only one can just hope that much. （/TДT)/
Does anyone hate Henry like I did throughout the whole series? He never sort out his feelings and kept leading Seth on even till the last moment (CHAPTER 67 or 68 out of 71!!! He was still doing it!!!! I almost breathed fire at my screen). He was the only character that didn't really show any character development I feel. He kept going on and about with his victim mentality and did nothing about it. Sam wasn't that bad like people say he is...he was confused the whole time because Henry just kept running away. Sam didn't even know what Henry was thinking MOST OF THE TIME because Henry just wouldn't disclose anything of himself. Henry was always coward to say anything or doing anything from teenage years to adulthood. He just ASSUMES EVERYTHING was because of HIM.
Same! I also hate Henry. #－.－)
Is blanc finished? does anyone know? I mean I'd been waiting for like EVER
No it's not
I tnk there will last chap ie 10 or 11 I don't remember number will be released in August
damn if only i could read jap -____-
There are 2 more chapters translated on tumblr!
I've read the samples of this and did not like it...and my thoughts have not changed after reading this for real. It's just weird...I guess I am not into uke looking seme f*cking seme looking uke
Lol, you haven't see him when he enter college. He grew taller and became more manly and seme-like.
I kept waiting for the chapters where they would solve their misunderstandings about how Valor did not cheat on Chastity with Junhae but that never happened (cos that was majorly plotted for Chastity decided not to develop any romantic feelings for Valor). Like I so wish they clear up that misunderstanding and let Chastity know how much Valor was a faithful husband and how much he has done for her. That would be liberating for the readers.
Also I feel like the part where the sisters kept staying at their house was dragging on too long (like they never left) which was weird. A lot of the side characters plots were never clarified like the older sons wife tried to get the inheritance but never got found out properly and were never punished for what they did. Also the 2nd son's misunderstandings and events were a lil extra and never came to understand his parents real feelings. Like a lot of things were still left unanswered it felt like.
All and all I think the concept of "going back to 17 again" is not like brand spanking new but I think this series did it well with the fact that they chose an old couple and their way of transitioning between the young and the old was by close contact (which adds the romantic element of speeding up their feelings for one another). I thought that was cool. I definitely think this was worth binge read! I always read yaoi so for me to sit through a romance genre and feel somewhat great about it is rare! Valor is so hot and Chastity is so pretty in their teenager form and of course it has to be for entertainment purposes but still JEALOUS of their beauty.
I've never feel so inspired by the growth of yaoi or shounen ai comic like this...like it makes me rethink about my life...I'm 28 and just like Chu now never had the mind set on anything. Altho I didn't go thru boys like he did with girls. It's been opposite for me for the most of my life i've only dated 1 person for 8-9 years and knew her for 6 years as a bestfriend, I'm pansexual. I was always faithful to her and didn't date anyone else even if there were interests. However we broke up early this year.
My family has always coddled me (they never really pressure me to do anything) my whole life, and my ex was unlike me very self driven (more like traumatised) by her single mum, was the only one pacing me to work hard like her unlike anyone else. I've had conflict for so many years of what I truly want to be and to do not like I don't want to work hard. Even now, after working for quite a few retail places just cos I decided to postpone uni (didn't know what I wanted to do at uni either).
I've always been aimless.
I knew I wanted freedom (like have my own apartment live by myself) my whole life but I never worked for it. Even right now my parents left me alone in this house technically that counts as freedom but its not. It's a burden that I have to live with. I am grateful that I don't have to pay rent though or any of that bills. However I am lost now after the breakup as I've always thought we'd be together forever and have been stagnant. After the breakup early this year, I've not done anything. Quitted my job and all...been cooped up at home for so many months (like yeah i went out to buy essentials but thats it). I don't know what I want with my life anymore...and everyday I think I must do something but I keep doing nothing the past MONTHS. In the beginning it was the PTSD of this long term breakup that haunted me now I feel like I'm dysfunctional like truly purposeless. And not knowing who to trust again (when you spent 15 years of your life invested in someone it makes you doubt that what is the sole purpose of caring for anyone again)
I thought to myself I will go and sign up to study film cos I want to do youtube but I have doubts. Like damn hell just bloody do it!! Instead of pitying myself over and over again...but damn its hard. WHY??
It´s nice that you can at least share your thoughts here, sometimes we just need to cry out to strangers because it is easier and it very hard to truth in the people around us to tell them how are we feeling or they just don´t care. I kind of understand a little bit how you feel, I´m 33, I have a career and a job but all the stuff that I´ve done are just because I have to... I have to finish school, I have to go to college, I have to get a job, I have to do post-grades, I have to... but if you take all that away, I don´t really have any aim or purpose, I don´t have the option to stay at home without working because I need money to keep living... I just know that we have to keep moving...
i'm 28 yo too, and i have an advice for u do the thing and then think about it, don't be so hesitant try a lot of things till u find the thing that will satisfy u, if u want a chanel on youtube just give this idea a chance, we overthink things and come to doubt ourselves as well as our ideas, so just do it think later, and don't think too much about ur love life, everybody is breaking up we r no difference that only means we r not with the right person, i was with my first love for 5 years he is the only boyfriend i have ever had bcz i'm so picky , but guess what i'm happy now i won't pretend that i'm not seeying the truths for temporary happiness , i'm preparing for exams to go to university again i have 3 diplomas that means i have studies 3 specialties, but neither of them was the thng i wanted so i'm redoing the thing all over again making sure i do the thing i love the right thing i'm not feeling old or less loved or lacking, i'm ME everyone has his own life story and he is the MC of it, having taugh or different lifeor things arn't going well with u doesn't make u less important or less capable or whatever, it is just as it is, u r not alone in this world , everyone has his struggling part, we r fortunate that tons of people we r gonna appreciate that and FIGHT, we can find our purpose or we will die searching for it either way is good, everthing is fine and have more sense as long as u r not commiting some shit to hurt people and stab humanity values
Yeah I have friends who have no choice but to work because they don't live at home. I totally feel like a wimp when I tell them about how depressed I am...and for someone like yourself who read my post. However, I really appreciate you telling me about your feelings and thoughts too despite having everything going for you. Thank you for writing this comment on my post.
Honestly it is surprising how many ppl are still moving regardless how much they hate their jobs...and for me being such a big idealist who also cares too much about being happy with work. I am definitely too fortunate to even have that option of quitting on what I hate. I am going back to study (and working part time) and although I feel old to study again but like the last responder and there are some other ppl who I know are still studying. I shouldn't be ashamed about studying again...like there are others who are still studying even when they are in their 50s or people who are employeed but picking up more courses for further development...yeah so it's definitely been long enough for me and I am ready to move again. Although don't know how I'd be able to tell the interviews about my situation with why I went thru so many jobs in short amount of time. I guess I'll just be honest with them...won't hurt hey.
Your comment made me teary...like honestly what you said about how "Everybody is breaking up and we are no different" which really made me think about how if people can go through this I can too. Also I did come across videos/articles about how ppl broke their relationship/engagement/marriage after a long period of time. I thought it was uncommon that I've broken up with someone who I knew for SO LONG...but then realised there are so many people who are just like me and who are still grinding. I do feel bad for being so depressed for so many months about it but I also do understand it isn't easy and I shouldn't feel to bad with how I dealt with the breakup. Like It's a mind boggling battle of guilt that I carry in my head even till now. Altho hav been cheering myself with going on dates with ppl from dating apps, started to look for jobs again and waiting to apply for studying again.
Also your comment sang to me because you really gave me the idea of trying even if I fail. I think I became too sensitive over the years esp around mid 20s. I think you're very inspirational for picking up your studies again and you make me feel like I was worrying for nothing for returning to studies at a mature age. I didn't finish university (college) as I didn't really think I fit in. Now I just wanna pick up skills I lack and hope that my life will get better because I realise I never was truly happy (I derived happiness from my ex and my friends and that was something only temporary I realised thru this breakup). I hope to work on my happiness and just like you said "We can find our purpose or we will die searching for it either way is good". I honestly feel overwhelmed with the warmth of your encouragement and what you said was none other than TRUTH and gonna try to engrain them in my brain. THANK YOU.
u r welcome, i wish u happiness from the bottom of my heart, may god leads u to the comfort and serenity that u seek in ur life
Serenity, I love that word...
Okay everyone be like hating on taesoo but I like him!! Idk...to be honest he just didnt know how to express his love but now he does I am feeling for him!
Also, he's better at sex.....
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH HELL YEAH ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ
So much hotter too! The other one is just like a puppy and yeah he's nice and all but like if both knows how to love the uke and taesoo is just a tad late to notice how to it's okay (better late than never)
EXACTLY!!!
Hmm I reread it and be like...Let Haesoo just be by himself, Jowoon can also by himself and so is Taekyung. Everyone be LONEEERRRRRRRR ヾ(☆▽☆)//////"
The title says it all, no clear definition of how they oughta feel about one another. Can all just f around, no commitment and no nothing. Like amazing art but story is hmmmmm