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wow . i recommend this .
DONT READ IS YOU SUFFER FROM ANXIETY , TRAUMA , OR DEPRESSION !
( i’m not a doctor but please just stay safe , it hurts )
this made my mind so painful, i’ve been crying nonstop . i’m disgusted by every one besides the mc . this was so emotional , but the story was well told . everything he’s been through... i can’t tell you have much pain i feel , all the trauma . of corse the characters act the way they do bc of childhood traumas . but damn ...
uhm this just my thoughts so i can remover the story :
( not important don’t read )
this is the type of shit you need someone to hug and talk to after . i may be a sensitive person but still this was so ducked up .
this is also why i’m afraid to get close to others , the feeling of “everything is your fault” ,. in my opinion this is more emotionally painful than killing stalking . i’m only comparing it to that bc that’s one of the few mind twisting mangas i know ( sorry if it’s not reasonable to compare it to ks) .
this is one of my favorite reads every . i enjoy the twisted mind fuck mangas bc i feel like i relate to them emotionally . if i was mc i would of already killed myself , with the thought of why i made everyone turn it like this , why , it’s my fault you’re like this , i should i never been here to begin with , is what i would of thought . this just shows he’s strong ,,,
7.29.20
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tbh i don’t think the ending is going to be happy or sad . they both misinterpreted things . as a kid dohyun never forced himself on sungho , but sunghos mind makes him think the opposite . i don’t think dohyun has done anything intentionally wrong , he just should of payed attention more to sunghos perception . but i also think they should not end up together bc they’ll always be those memories, like dohyun said . sungho went back to him bc he’s the only ‘happy’ memory he had thought of at the time . and one last thing is dohyun doesn’t really understand someone’s feeling for love bc he’s never really gotten it as a kid ( hence his bad experience with his parents )
idk wtf i’m saying . but i love this type of stuff , makes you think ( ̄へ ̄)
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i’m confused - what ..?
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This is what I took in from the latest chapters: So someone; a family member of the Snake Tribe (uncle to Alex) sent some Hen-look-alike after Alex. He was supposed to take “pictures” of Alex... I guess to use against him or blackmail him. (Probably dirty pictures) on the day of a big meeting, Alex brought Hen with him to sit in on the meeting, the Uncle (one of the high ranks attending the meeting apparently) I guess used his pheromones on Hen to possibly mess with Alex. Now the confusing part: when Hen fainted and was found by Alex, Alex I think bit Hen’s imprint on Hen’s neck and it disappeared or faded for some reason. Idk what happened to the mark. There are a lot of things going on and it can get confusing. Someone in the family is out for Alex’s behind while Bad blood thickens with Alex and Ivan while Ivan’s imprint faded from Hen’s neck while the Hen-look-alike for some reason owes the Uncle who asked for certain “pictures” of Alex for some reason...
Yeah. ( ̄へ ̄)
i’m crying , with a straight face . there’s something wrong with me , like i don’t feel anything , but there are tears . help ? ┗( T﹏T )┛