She said she loved Dokja...him...her own son.. why is she giving the opposite expression and vibe when she said something so sweet and felt emotional??
Yeah?? Well, for me, it's hard to believe her... it's not that I don't want to, but because I can't... Perhaps it's 'cause I still yet to understand it well, or maybe she really does love him and I was just bothered by her weird vibe when she express her love to her son... I mean, that's exactly what I felt when is saw that at first...
Um... Is it just me... But why do I scream internally whenever the ML and Yoon Seo are together... Like that scene at the mall... And the way ML described Yoon Seo, "Black hair, fair skin, and looks like a girl" I mean, I know dude's pretty young for his age cause he's like 30 yrs old already but still damnnnn
At first, when Heejae found out Seyeong and after they started to "date" (because Heejae said so)... I myself literally thought that he's really into him y'know what I'm sayin'. Cause like, if he didn't then, why bother tracking him down just to see him... Yeah, he really did fall way up from the sky down to Seyeong. This what I had in my mind...◉‿◉
Not until, a chapter of Heejae's POV was out and my thought had changed... Wait, could he be planning a revenge to Seyeong for making him fall that hard?? That's so gæ...(≧▽≦)
So,,, he went out of his way to find him, told him that they should date or get back together, and then tell him all this big fat sweet talks, acting like a gentleman not hitting him even if Seyeong is making him mad for real, even going far as to confessed to Seyeong to make more believable!! He acted like he really cared this whole time and when he finally did make him fall, he's just gonna ghost him like that...
Just like what Seyeong did to him... He's also gonna left him hanging. And he planned it all out perfectly. This is my other thought...
And now... Reading this recent chapter... I have to come to terms with myself... Maybe he's not doing all this revenge, and not even doing this romantic things because he fell that really hard on Seyeong... But because he's just afraid of being abandoned again like what his parents/mother did back when he was a little kid, left him out of nowhere resulting to him being an orphan. He started to have this fear or trauma of being left behind by the person he liked and felt joyed with. So now that he had found someone he felt warm with, he's afraid of going to cold again.
But I don't really know... I've read some of the raws of this manhwa, and I pretty much say, after confessing, Heejae's action could give you a little confusion... You can't really tell which of which is he going after really... What's his aim? Why is he doing this? Does he hate Seyeong for betraying his trust? Or did he really just fell in love like he claimed he was...? Was it a trauma??... I dunno¯_(ツ)_/¯
Yeah... Maybe that's why he said he can't just let it go (the connection he had with Sesam) but, maybe at first it's because of his trauma, and along the way he just fell in love with Seyeong after getting to know him personally... Still we don't know if that is the real reason he's doing all this¯_༼ • ʖ • ༽_/¯
Dude!! This is giving "My Little Mermaid" shit vibe... The merman being friends with the octopus boy or whatever aside, just from the boat sailing and there's fireworks, and then there's that scene where the merman takes a glimpse of the prince, him drowning, and being saved by the mermaid....
I mean, how the author made the story literally made me think that maybe... Just maybe the author get that idea from the Little Mermaid...