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I dont know how many times my heart was broken in this manga. I can literally feel it being smash and breaking into pieces. And imagine him commiting suicide just to travel back in time for Ban and going against destiny... He did it over and over. The trauma of falling and dying again again. But he still did it. People would go crazy if they keep dying repeatedly guys, nobody can handle that. But he did cause he Ban was his stone that keep him in the ground. And finally making the decision of not meeting Ban and sacrificing their relationship, those years of loneliness and painful thoughts of what if it wont work?, what if he will still die? What if...? Those "what if" and things he had gone through will slowly break ones mind and spirit, and the thoughts and possibility of not being able to see him again, of not being love by him again...it just so damn painful. So I salute u! U have my respect and admiration.
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I started reading at 11pm and read the last chapter at 4:45 am... And after that I read the LN which was sooooo amazing. The third life was so sad and amazing that I scream and cry a bit for them.
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In their third life, Juju will marry another man and have a kid with him. And Jin is forever single and died in the battlefield sacrificing his life to ensure that war will end and to keep safe of the land that his beloved Juju lived. Sad I know. But amazing nonetheless.
My kororo is pierced with arrows..ack!