i swear to god if Yahwi keeps being like this, imma kill someone at this rate. He infuriates me to death, like DIIEEEE already, the desire i have to strangle him is too high my blood pressure won't stop rising and I'm dying. Like, allow me already to strangle him to death if he doesn't get his shit together. I'm always searching for healthy relationships but most of the time, i end up with toxic ones. Whyyy!!? why did i do to deserve this T^T I'm sorry for ranting so much here, but I'm getting frustrated. I was overjoyed the first time Jooin told Yahwi to end whatever they had because he saw that Yahwi was just toying with his feelings. But when he got his hopes up again, i was like "NOOOOOOO! DON'T YOU DARE BITCH! NO MEANS NOOO!"
And don't let me start with what Yahwi answered when Jooin asked him for the last time what they were, it was something like "I don't know, yo tell me. I thought you already know what we are with the things i do for and do to you" like, what?? are you his sugar daddy?? WHY CAN'T YOU BE STRAIGHTFORWARD FOR ONCE!!? BE HONEST DAMMIT!! YOU DON'T DESERVE JOOIN, NEITHER IN REAL LIFE NOR IN YOUR WILDEST DREAM IF YOU KEEP BEING LIKE THIS!! Cain is much better than you. He is always trying to make Jooin happy, he even cooks for him! He respects him, he conforts him when he's down when Yahwi is just making Jooin suffer and being a bitch. Even if I'm sometimes a little suspicious of Cain, at least he genuinely seems to care about Jooin and wouldn't dare to hurt him. And again, I'm sorry but i had to get it out of my system or i was going to kill someone.
i swear to god if Yahwi keeps being like this, imma kill someone at this rate. He infuriates me to death, like DIIEEEE already, the desire i have to strangle him is too high my blood pressure won't stop rising and I'm dying. Like, allow me already to strangle him to death if he doesn't get his shit together.
I'm always searching for healthy relationships but most of the time, i end up with toxic ones. Whyyy!!? why did i do to deserve this T^T
I'm sorry for ranting so much here, but I'm getting frustrated. I was overjoyed the first time Jooin told Yahwi to end whatever they had because he saw that Yahwi was just toying with his feelings. But when he got his hopes up again, i was like "NOOOOOOO! DON'T YOU DARE BITCH! NO MEANS NOOO!"
And don't let me start with what Yahwi answered when Jooin asked him for the last time what they were, it was something like "I don't know, yo tell me. I thought you already know what we are with the things i do for and do to you" like, what?? are you his sugar daddy?? WHY CAN'T YOU BE STRAIGHTFORWARD FOR ONCE!!? BE HONEST DAMMIT!! YOU DON'T DESERVE JOOIN, NEITHER IN REAL LIFE NOR IN YOUR WILDEST DREAM IF YOU KEEP BEING LIKE THIS!!
Cain is much better than you. He is always trying to make Jooin happy, he even cooks for him! He respects him, he conforts him when he's down when Yahwi is just making Jooin suffer and being a bitch. Even if I'm sometimes a little suspicious of Cain, at least he genuinely seems to care about Jooin and wouldn't dare to hurt him.
And again, I'm sorry but i had to get it out of my system or i was going to kill someone.