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ok, darlings. I'm gonna say this and I'm serious, please read all the story again, slowly and carefully.
Sumi has a strong heat that even can make him beg for sex (Utou is the one who said it), has money issues, he usually doesn't rely on people, the fact that he was gang raped actually made him feel he couldn't count anymore on people (and you could tell by the way he is and how he was living his life)
The one who made him able to trust in people again was Utou and when that happens, he gets sexually assaulted in a way that makes him see that no matter how hard he works, for others he will be just a sexual object; this struck his beliefs and his beliefs were all that he clung to after he was raped at 17
Shiratori saving him and being a friend of Utou made easier for Sumi trust in him
Sumi never intented to be paired with Shiratori. Shiratori deliberately stayed so close to him when Sumi was in heat and emotionally fragile to make him feel worse with his desire for an alpha and his longing for a man who didn't love him (since he thought that Utou loved Karasuma), mentioning Utou at that time was nothing but salt to the wound
Sumi trusted in him like a friend but he was used since the beginning like a cheap doll to hurt the only person he cares about, Shiratori shares some behaviors with sexual predators and abusive lovers, and yet there's people making fun of him or saying that he deserves this
it just hit me the fact that, in a way, the ones who support sumi are feeling the things from Utou's perspective and the ones who support Utou are feeling from Sumi perspective
Not completly but in a way. Fight me and I'll explain (｡･ω･｡)ﾉ
REALLY. explain sis? cuz I'm confused (⊙…⊙ )
ok, this is about their relationship and not the general situation, that being said... let's get started
First with Sumi, he knows that Utou has such a big heart and that he was heartbroken because an omega, wich made Sumi try to stop dependig on Utou, cause he was feeling that he was taking advantage of Utou and that he (Sumi) totally didn't deserve him (Utou). But then Sumi actions end up hurts Utou and Sumi feels that everything is his own fault cause even when Utou actually loves him, he couldn't make the right choice (hence Sumi thinking that he betrayed Utou)
Does ring a bell to you ?
Now Utou, he knows that Sumi always tries to deal with everything for himself and also knows Sumi's past, which makes Utou want to take care of him and not press Sumi (partly because of that, Utou avoided confronting Sumi when he should)
After the bite mark, Utou can see his mistakes and how they made Sumi feel, that's why he says he is not disappointed in Sumi and can understand him (like those who support Sumi)