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yan1☆ December 17, 2023 5:26 am

lmaoo even korean netizen are also very upset at this ending. I feel bad for the people who waste their coin on this garbage

yan1☆ December 10, 2023 6:56 am

Its so sad how the original Sihyeon had countless people who cared and were concerned about him. Despite their genuine support, he felt isolated and believed that no one cared, when in reality, many did. But to be fair they also kinda like neglected him??? Like they knew he was suffering but didn't do anything ??

    Naz December 10, 2023 8:03 am

    Actually they didn’t care until it was too late. Literally the pink haired was at one of the events Shiyoon was forced to be at. But instead of doing anything, he just pretended to not care.

    I’m pretty sure they hated him cause to them he was ruining their image. Like in previous chapter they were hoping his memories won’t come back cause they don’t want Shiyoon, who in reality is Hajin, to remember their treatment towards him.

    Even the actor guy knew what was happening to Shiyoon, but didn’t say anything to neither him or one his members. Not even the manger or CEO.

    That’s why I’m happy that the Ml is Hajin’s former bodyguard. He knows that Shiyoon is actually Hajin and never treated Shiyoon shit in part cause he never knew him until the accident.

    Bl_Fan December 10, 2023 8:41 am
    Actually they didn’t care until it was too late. Literally the pink haired was at one of the events Shiyoon was forced to be at. But instead of doing anything, he just pretended to not care. I’m pretty sure... Naz

    Wait.... THE ML IS HIM?? I thought the ML was the black haired guy in their idol group... (⊙…⊙ )

    LeRain December 10, 2023 9:22 am

    Literally everybody treated original MC like shit. His group mates where one of the most cruel to him.

    Naz December 10, 2023 11:29 am
    Literally everybody treated original MC like shit. His group mates where one of the most cruel to him. LeRain

    In the fandom we call og Shiyoon Shiyoon and current Shiyoon Hajin.

    That’s exactly why I was happy Hajin doesn’t end up with anyone from Shiyoon’s past. I don’t know why everyone is shipping Chan and Hajin. He did nothing when Shiyoon was still alive. He like everyone else ignored Shiyoon and didn’t help him when he clearly needs it. Now that Hajin had taken over Shiyoon’s body and making everyone believe he lost his memories, he thinks he can just sweep everything under the rug and try to make him fall with him by acting like he’s Hajin’s lover.

    The only person that cared about Shiyoon was his little sister. The same one he regrets leaving and asked Hajin to take care of.

    Even if he ends up with someone other then the bodyguard, unless Hajin reveals the fact that he’s actually Hajin, it’s just going to feel fake to him.

    yan1☆ December 10, 2023 3:28 pm
    In the fandom we call og Shiyoon Shiyoon and current Shiyoon Hajin. That’s exactly why I was happy Hajin doesn’t end up with anyone from Shiyoon’s past. I don’t know why everyone is shipping Chan and Ha... Naz

    NAH THATS CRAZY

    yan1☆ December 10, 2023 3:31 pm
    Literally everybody treated original MC like shit. His group mates where one of the most cruel to him. LeRain

    Yeah I thought the same too bc they kinda knew but didn't do anything but after finding out they knew what was happening like they KNEW KNEW yet didn't do anything is disgusting

    LeRain December 10, 2023 3:37 pm
    In the fandom we call og Shiyoon Shiyoon and current Shiyoon Hajin. That’s exactly why I was happy Hajin doesn’t end up with anyone from Shiyoon’s past. I don’t know why everyone is shipping Chan and Ha... Naz

    I know how the fandom calls him but I'm really really bad at remembering names, so I decided just calling him MC was better than butchering his name. I completely agree with your points

yan1☆ November 26, 2023 9:19 pm

(Just wanna mention I try to translate these as best as I can and be readable and understanding)

Q. When Kim Sung Kyung applied the hand cream, Kwon Cheong-rim pulled his wrist and smelled it. What was Kwon Cheong-rim thinking at the time?

It may seem like flirting, but at this time, Kwon Cheong-rim was not interested in Kim Sung Kyung, he just thought, 'Why doesn't this hand cream suit you?' and moved on.

Q: How did Kim Sung Kyung escape being falsely accused and almost taken away by the twins?

Kim Sung Kyung found himself in a backyard warehouse, where he cried out for help, but instead of helping him, the person living above the warehouse came down and hit him. Despite the pain, Kim Sung Kyung managed to run away before the twins arrived. He went straight home and told his parents what had happened. The next day, the twins showed up at the cafeteria, but Kim Sung Kyung parents had already found out who the real culprit was and told the twins. The scoundrels disappeared, and Kim Sung Kyung was safe. If they had stayed, Kim Sung Kyung would have suffered greatly. Although adults resolved the matter, this was the first time Kim Sung Kyung felt the fear of death, and the memory stayed with him unconsciously.

Q. How did Kim Sung Kyung parents end up in the Red Mansion?

They lived quite well while doing business outside, but when they went bankrupt, they had a lot of debt. They would borrow money from people around him to make up for it, but they couldn't pay it back and ended up becoming fraudsters. They was burdened with hundreds of millions in debt, and in the meantime, they decided they couldn't raise their child properly, so they moved into the Red Mansion. The rent is cheap too.

Q. How did Kwon Cheong-rim stay in the mansion? How did it come out?

Kwon Cheong-rim father, who was a gangster, lived in the Red Mansion in the beginning. His mother would have lived with him, but she disappeared right after Kwon Cheong-rim was born. So Kwon Cheong-rim does not know who his mother is.

Q. Have Kim Sung Kyung and Kwon Cheong-rim ever met each other when they were young?
 
In reality, I don't think the two have ever met. Seong-kyung lived a busy life, working in a aundromat or restaurant from a very young age. Cheonglim lives comfortably while dealing with bad kids. And Cheongrim was often stuck at home because the twin did not like it and did not let him play with friends.

Q. Does Kim Sung Kyung desire, which he felt while being beaten, express itself in that way, or is it a m tendency?

Kim Sung Kyung is an M who is not aware of himself!

Q. What is the relationship between the twins and Kim Sung Kyung?

First of all, Kwon Cheong-rim would ignore the twins call and seems to be seeking subtle revenge. It seems unlikely that they'll see each other face-to-face again like they used to bc Kim Sung Kyung and Kwon Cheong-rim are living together. If time goes by and their relationship improves, Gyu-rim may treat Kim Sung Kyung like an invisible person, while Su-rim may curse Kim Sung Kyung and take care of him, saying things like "You're not going to eat a lot!?"
 

Q: Why did the twins use money to buy the loyalty of people around Kwon Cheong-rim?

The twins would blame Kwon Cheong-rim mistakes on his friends, so they could keep the money they gave him. They wanted him to depend on them and not have any other friends. They used money to control people and get what they wanted. If they really cared about Kwon Cheong-rim, they would have given him more attention instead of just money. 

Q. What happens to twins?

It appears in the side story, where Kwon Cheong-rim tries to repay his brothers for the pain they have suffered. The twins are still having trouble with Kwon Cheong rim. Still, there is no more wielding or interfering with money.

Q. How did people around them react when they saw Kim Sung Kyung and Kwon Cheong-rim hang around?

The two of them hang out so closely that people passing by glance at them. Kwon Cheong-rim doesn't pay much attention to what others think and holds Kim Sung Kyung close to him. He doesn't even call him a 'lover', but he makes it obvious that they're together. However, it gets annoying when someone gives Kim Sung Kyung a look or asks a question like, "Who is she?'

Q. What is their daily routine?

9 a.m. Wake up and eat.
10 a.m. Take medicine and enjoy the sunlight.
12 pm/ 1 p.m. Kwon Cheong-rim does his own work and Kim Sung Kyung plays with Mero.
4 p.m. if they need to go for a walk or go out, usually do it at this time.
6 p.m. Dinner
9:30: Take medication and shower.
Around 10:00, sometimes go to bed.

Q. Do Kim Sung Kyung and Kwon Cheong-rim get proper psychiatric treatment?

Kim Sung Kyung takes the medicine that Kwon Cheong-rim provides on a regular basis and receives counseling from time to time. Kwon Cheong-rim doesn't get ttreatment, and Kim Sung Kyung doesnt really care bc he believe it will heal with care and control.

Q. What is stored on Kim Sung Kyung and Kwon Cheong-rim cell phones? And what is their wallpaper?

Kwon Cheong-rim doesn't save name on his phone but roughly memorizes the last digits of the numbers. Kim Sung Kyung doesn't even store the numbers but rather memorizes them in full. Seong-kyung says the only person he talks to on the phone is Kwon Cheong-rim anyway. Kim Sung Kyung wallpaper is the default screen and Kwon Cheong-rim is Mero & Kim Sung Kyung back view. Kwon Cheong-rim secretly takes a lot of pictures of Kim Sung Kyung. He originally only had Mero on album, but now Kim Sung Kyung has more album of him. Sometimes, Kwon Cheong-rim save CCTV footage of Kim Sung Kyung playing with Mero in his album.

Q. A moment when each other looks cute?

In Kwon Cheong-rim eyes, Kim Sung Kyung already looks cute, no matter what he does. Same as Mero. Kim Sung Kyung feels the same way when Kwon Cheong-rim is anxious and grabs and hugs him.

Q. Does Kim Sung Kyung ever get angry at Kwon Cheong-rim?

Instead of getting angry, he uses a method of hallucinations where he imagines bugs crawling around and biting him.

Side Story

> When they say I love you

Kwon Cheong-rim

"Does it sound fun to play with me?" As he said that, he continued to touch Kim Sung Kyung lips. He pretended to be calm, but he suddenly kisses and hugs Kim Sung Kyung. Kwon Cheong-rim can't control his surging emotions.

Kim Sung Kyung

Can't stop laughing, and Kwon Cheong-rim's heart is throbbing because of Seong-kyung's smile. When Cheong-rim is gone, Seongkyung brags about it to Mero. Then writes it in his notebook and designates an anniversary.

> Reaction when called darling

Kwon Cheong-rim

"Who did you learn that from? How many people have you called that so far?"

Kim Sung Kyung

Don't know the exact meaning of the title 'darling', so he would just act unimpressed. Then, if Cheonglim or someone tells him, That's a title used between lovers, he won't really respond.

> My lover has gone, you can come

Kim Sung Kyung

Kim Sung Kyung would stopped walking after receiving that text message (assuming he was going out alone). The word lover' is not visible, but the mere fact that Kwon Cheong-rim called someone drives him crazy. He would run home and when he home, Cheonglim would welcomes him with a smile. But Seong-kyeong is already fed up, so he searches the whole house. Of course no one will show up so Seong-gyeong opens his eyes and says, "You hid it, right?" and won't sleep and won't eat and will just sit on the couch until Cheongrim tell him it's a joke. (Because you never know when the hidden guy will come out)

Kwon Cheong-rim

After receiving the text, he scoffs, saying, "What are you saying?" and immediately displays the CCTV screen. He sit on the sofa and watch Seong-kyung looking at his phone. About a couple of hours? When he checked that no one was coming home, he said, "Was it a joke? Are you playing with me? Who's your lover?" And the corners of his mouth will go up a lot.

> a story if the two meet in a normal place, not a red mansion

In their final high school year, there are rumors that Kwon Cheong-rim father is a gangster and is so violent that even teachers are afraid of him. So his daily routine is to skip class and go to the rooftop to lie down. That day, he was lying down on the rooftop, smoking a cigarette, when he heard a noise coming from his corner. He went in the direction of the sound and found Kim Sung Kyung curled up, his face and body mangled from being beaten. Kwon Cheong-rim squats in front of him and talks to him while spitting out cigarette smoke.

When asked, "Why is your face like that?" Kim Sung Kyung only crouched further. "If you don't answer, does that mean you want to get hit again?" Only then did Kim Sung Kyung open his mouth. "The ilijin asked for money. I didn't have any, so I hit him saying I don't have any money." Then Kwon Cheong-rim is just sitting there thinking, "It's not my concern."

Kim Sung Kyung wants to hide because he is being bullied by the ljin group, and Kwon Cheong-rim feels uncomfortable with people around him. At that time, the two often ran into each other on the rooftop and learned their names and grades, and even shared a cigarette. In the process, they learned about things like family history and inner thoughts that they didn't want to know.

Then one day, Kwon Cheong-rim couldn't see Kim Sung Kyung, so Kwon Cheong-rim loitered around during school and after not finding him, he grabbed somebody and asked him about Kim Sung Kyung. Then the person told Cheonglim that "He was hospitalized after being beaten, hahahahaha." After hearing that, he thought that he deserved it since he had been bullied so much. However, the more Kwon Cheong-rim thought about it, the more he got upset.

The next day, Kwon Cheong-rim goes asking about the group that was harassing Kim Sung Kyung. They are a mixed group, and Kwon Cheong-rim finds out who the kid who is bullying Kim Sung Kyung is and goes straight to where he is. When he opened the door and called them out, Kwon Cheong-rim picks up the desk and throws it.

Of course, he was suspended but succeeded in hospitalizing the bullies. Kwon Cheong-rim goes to the hospital where Kim Sung Kyung is hospitalized during the suspension. When he arrived, he said, "I beat the bullies. How are you going to repay me back?" and Kim Sung Kyung would be by his side every day. Eating with Cheonglim, staying next to him when he took a nap, watching movies on the weekend, etc. The two of them went on a date under the guise of grace... then there was a rumor at school that they were a crazy couple and not to be messed with.

    yan1☆ November 26, 2023 9:20 pm

    I really like this manhwa lol. It's very interesting

yan1☆ November 24, 2023 4:24 am

If anyone want the kr raw then here you go. It's literally free and u are supporting the artist too. If you can't access the link then go on korean webtoon and search up "미드우트" and you will find it.

https://comic.naver.com/webtoon/list?titleId=800006

yan1☆ November 18, 2023 10:33 pm

Kim Sung Kyung was born in the red mansion and ran a snack bar while his parents were sick due to an infectious disease in the mansion. Since Kim Sung Kyung's environment was poverty itself, it naturally reached a situation where he started hallucinating and why he would write in his notebook. After his mom died, Kim Sung-kyung started suffering from auditory hallucinations, and his hallucinations started getting worse. When he was home alone, he called Kwon Cheong-rim, unable to distinguish whether it was dawn or daytime. Kwon Cheong-rim answered the phone at 3 am and ran to Kim Sung-kyung's after the phone call. When he arrived, he stayed with Kim Sung Kyung and took care of him.

After Kim Sung Kyung woke up, Kwon Cheong-rim offered to stay with him at his house, which Kim Sung Kyung declined. But Kwon Cheong-rim picked him up and brought him home and trapped him. Kim Sung Kyung felt uneasy until he saw Mero (the cat), so he was a little relieved at the sight of the cat, talked to it, slept, and stayed calm as he was told.

Kwon Cheong-rim installed CCTV in the canteen and commuted Kim Sung-kyung to and from work to reduce attention from his twin brothers who learned about Kim Sung Kyung's existence. To add on, when Kwon Cheong-rim was born, he did not receive any attention and affection from his father and twin brother.

Kim Sung-kyung usually writes in his notebook so he can hold on to the memory before he forgets it again. Kim Sung Kyung, who is always worried and nervous about being abandoned by Kwon Cheong-rim, started getting worse and suffered from severe hallucinations, for which he took a lot of medicine.

Kwon Cheong-rim, who knows what a person is like in a dazed state because of the medicine, accepts whatever nonsense Kim Sung-kyung says and takes care of him.

"Even if it's ruined, even if you lose all your memories, you just have to remember yourself." Kwon Chung-rim, who can't sleep properly because of taking care of Kim Sung-kyung, says that if this isn't love, he doesn't know what it is.

Then the moment he discovered the paper with "Kwon Cheong-rim" written on it attached to his arm, Kwon Cheong-rim, who knew well the reason why Kim Seong-kyung used the paper, went crazy.

After this, they confessed to each other and fell in love. They felt greater stability and joy from each other's body temperature and heartbeat than from the drug. They both stopped taking the drug, felt relieved, and lived together.

    Frenchfries November 18, 2023 10:45 pm

    Thanks for the spoilers!!!

    ZeZone November 18, 2023 10:50 pm

    sounds too good to be true, like a joke to trick me but i'll believe you

    Frenchfries November 18, 2023 10:52 pm
    sounds too good to be true, like a joke to trick me but i'll believe you ZeZone

    LOL that’s literally exactly what I thought I’m like no super big drama, no third party that I’m used to what is this

    ❈ ZYRKeyp ❈ November 18, 2023 11:11 pm
    sounds too good to be true, like a joke to trick me but i'll believe you ZeZone

    i mean it was from a blog so it's a 60/40 at best

    yan1☆ November 19, 2023 1:12 am
    sounds too good to be true, like a joke to trick me but i'll believe you ZeZone

    LMAOOO I CAN LINK IT TO YOU

    yan1☆ November 19, 2023 1:13 am
    LOL that’s literally exactly what I thought I’m like no super big drama, no third party that I’m used to what is this Frenchfries

    Lolol it be like that or the "if you read this you are curse"

    Chaotic.Child November 19, 2023 1:28 am

    I am fulfilled and am not just waiting.

    ❈ ZYRKeyp ❈ November 19, 2023 5:23 am
    LMAOOO I CAN LINK IT TO YOU yan1☆

    me too me too me toooo

    Heu77 November 19, 2023 8:01 am

    Pls tell me the twin brother won’t try to hit on or rape the MC at least

yan1☆ November 7, 2023 4:31 am

OMG OMG OMG CHEONGRYEO IS FINALLY HERE

yan1☆ November 4, 2023 4:01 pm

Wait is the art style gonna change after season 1? Pls tell me that not true

    Lily November 4, 2023 5:22 pm

    Yes it is. The artist got hate for not portraying the characters well enough and now they're stepping down :(

    PepsiMaster November 4, 2023 5:32 pm
    Yes it is. The artist got hate for not portraying the characters well enough and now they're stepping down :( Lily

    WHATT?? Also it’s only the beginning, ofc ur not gon be able to flesh out every character to their fullest immediately??

    yan1☆ November 4, 2023 6:13 pm
    Yes it is. The artist got hate for not portraying the characters well enough and now they're stepping down :( Lily

    What!? I guess I won't be finishing this manhwa then bc I love the art! Can't bear to see it change.i guess I have to read the novel now

    Vitz_23 November 4, 2023 7:19 pm
    What!? I guess I won't be finishing this manhwa then bc I love the art! Can't bear to see it change.i guess I have to read the novel now yan1☆

    Yesss read the novel. It’s literally so good

    PepsiMaster November 4, 2023 7:32 pm
    Yesss read the novel. It’s literally so good Vitz_23

    ^^ the novel is to die for

    Lily November 5, 2023 12:34 am

    Peach flower house did an amazing job with the translation. Please check out the novel if you can!

    Cierra11 November 5, 2023 3:28 am
    WHATT?? Also it’s only the beginning, ofc ur not gon be able to flesh out every character to their fullest immediately?? PepsiMaster

    EXACTLY. Not even 10 chapters in and people are being sooo toxic. I’m very disappointed because the artwork is beautiful, and the chibis are so stinking cute. But people suck and ruin everything.

    PepsiMaster November 5, 2023 9:39 pm
    EXACTLY. Not even 10 chapters in and people are being sooo toxic. I’m very disappointed because the artwork is beautiful, and the chibis are so stinking cute. But people suck and ruin everything. Cierra11

    I’m glad u have common sense Cierra. Lot of dumb bitches out there

yan1☆ October 8, 2023 5:43 pm

Tell me this ain't an exact copy of Sadistic Beauty BL Sidestory without telling me lol

    Parsley October 9, 2023 9:53 am

    This type of plot is now very popular in BL. I've read new numerous BLs with the same plot

    Galaxy October 9, 2023 11:27 am

    Sadistic beauty is even worse because the author didn't put ANY triggers warnings, didn't tag it as psychological and sexual trauma and wrote it imgaining it happened to a REAL person she knows. That Bitch is sick in the head and needs to be locked up

    vertix October 9, 2023 12:15 pm

    Absolutely not, are you crazy?

    yan1☆ October 9, 2023 5:04 pm
    Absolutely not, are you crazy? vertix

    No bc both characters are side story and suffer from PTSD after being gang-raped. Additionally, both main characters are wealthy and used to being in control but now there not. Who knows, maybe his families will abandon him like Sadistic Beauty BL Sidestory, or maybe get his leg hit with a bat.

yan1☆ October 8, 2023 12:36 pm

NAGI WHEN I CATCH YOU NAGI

yan1☆ September 19, 2023 11:13 pm

Nah that was some plot twist

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