How do you trust someone?
No, It would be better if both of them separate for now. Both are just too emotional right now, everyone have valid feelings since they are dealing with something they cannot control or have a control with. Its up to Jaekyung now... I mean, man your injured,just what makes you think MMA is what life all about.. We ain't don't know anything about your life yet so how about giving you room for benefit of the doubt. Man, you should grow up somehow right, life is not all about violence and rampage shit. How about clearing your mind and soul ?
Run away or die. If I am alone and no one is there for me, I rather die. You can never change what happen to you and if the people hurt you maybe realize how awful they are, forgiveness is different from what they already taken from you... And that's your value as a person because this memory will keep reminding you how little you've been treated by the people closes to you. I know cause I too was dealing with this disease and I somehow found myself suicidal just remembering how bad I was treated. I even lock myself on my room just to hide my urges or at least release attacks when I am triggered.
Sometimes you need more stronger than this to wake up...