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For me, (but I know alot are on the other side haha) I'm rooting for si xian. Because based on the scenes, everything happens for a reason. So in the start the uke is just being forced to the other guy but in his heart he loves si xian. So then the story became more complex for the uke's change of decision (his deed changes). So all of the characters became different and it is explained throughout the story (some are still about to go). So in my way of analyzing the scenes he loves si xian not only because he really loves him but because he also enjoys to be with him. That he never felt for the other one.
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For me it also seemed like Zai Min smiled more and was happier with Si Xian than when he was with YongZhu. It felt like Zai Min choose YongZhu because that was who is mother wanted him to be with. Zai Min has gone back and forth between the two so many times I am getting whiplash. I still like Si Xian better than the YoungZhu, but I have no idea where the author is taking this story.
Also has this been dropped? It was updating consistently and nothing for a while now.
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You are being delusional denying the facts and what si xian is now,.......PEOPLE CHANGED IN BETTER OR WORST SI XIAN IS AN EXAMPLE OF THIS THE TEENAGER FUNNY IS HONE HIS OBSESSION BRING HIM WHERE IS NOW........YOU KNOW HOW MANY PEOPLE HE HURT? HE SAID IT HE HAS BECAME A THUG ...........THE AUTHOR DID NIT SHOW US BUT HE SAID FOR HIMSELF AND HE US WIRST..........YOU SHOULD READ AGAIN....
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All I'm saying is no one in this story is innocent everyone's hands are dirtied or bloody so no one is a saint I'm just sad that people died u know, this story is practically a slice of life everything that happens here happens in reality as well people let greed take over and cloud their judgment of being human and only think of themselves and what they can benefit from others misfortunes
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yeye I know that but I'm more focusing on zai min, his feelings are still there so that means whatever happens to si xian doesn't matter to zai min since he likes him more than yongzhu. Which means that his love is real, because being inlove accepts the other's imperfections/mistake. That's why u can't change my mind, AND the reason why si xian became like that is because of zai min and greatly because of his mother.
i think he didn't ... the frog, more like since they see themselves as a "family" (example: when the youngsters called the female frog mom and considered other youngsters siblings) so her baby is also the baby of that bOi