You seem to think about the confession. Otherwise you had said f**k you and would’t bother to think about it or write this. Than you can’t say no, but don‘t say yes either. No decision before you have answers for all your questions. Cause there must be questions and curiosity.
Speak with this person. Because hate and love are two very strong ...... reply
Try to imagine your whole life with the stable job. Can you do it or would you hate it? No one can do a job he hates. It will make you unhappy.
Try to look more into all kind of jobs. Maybe there is a job which resembles the job which you love to do and is more stable to give you a little more security.
Think about your qualitys. What are you good ...... reply
