I was when I was 6 by the son of my mom's friend. I was sleppy so his parents offered me to lay on his bed and get some sleep. After same time he entered the room, get under the bed sheet and started to pulled down my
stockings and underwear. He started to touch and feel my private part while having a flashlight to see it clearly and I pretended t...... 2 reply
I've an ongoing crush (my first real crush) for nearly 9 years now (from the time I started to like my crush). I only realized I loved my crush 3-4 years ago and I feel like it's one-sided. I thought several times to confess but I just don't know how to tell. I feel like I'm actually a little scared in case it effects our friendship (and because of...... 1 reply
Me and my friend first met when we were in 6th grade and I didn't feel attracted/connected to her until 7th grade until something happen to make that emotional connection. After that I wanted to learn everything I could learn about her and spenting time with her nearly all the time. I was really jealous of the people who got close to her too. I was pretty dense too I only named what I was feeling after reading a manga about some unrequired love and by how that character behaved I thought what I was feeling at that time was actually love. After naming my feeling, I was overwhelmed and start to feel depressed because they was no way that she loved me as well. So I wanted to confess to her and get rid of this feeling but I couldn't find the courage. I also started to question if I was really in love. The reason being my heart doesn't make badump or I don't get butterflies. There are times I look at her and smile like I'm an idiot. I feel really relaxed around her like I can open up my really self and she won't be disgust. I feel like all my heavy emotions disaapear when I see her too. I also hurt or act badly to some people that get close to her because I was jealous of their relationship. I don't know if I admire her as a friend or love her romantically as a partner?! I feel like I'm more confused now after naming what that feeling is. I don't feel like I'm close to her anymore and I'm starting feel like there are lots of things I don't know about her too.My jealously also kind a died down a lot even tough there is still a little left. I actually choose to go to a different uni because I didn't want to get jealous others or hurt people who got close to her. It just seems like this backfired since I think her nearly all the time. I'm becaming unsure of my feelings. I feel like not seeing her for so long made the emotional connection I felt get thinner. Now I just wanna know if this feeling is love or admiration I felt for her and what can I do next if it's love.
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