I really love this, I dont care which couple it is as long as they give me more! I really dont understand the hate towards the Dr ( yes, he is a sadist but he is not a bad person).Well that just my opinion besides the Dr and the brother are really HOT like rreally hot....eye candy!!! Love it!
I don't like the doctor because I think his not relatable; his whole character is just "I like to "fuck" with people, especially other alfas, just because" and he doesn't have anything else going on, and he goes around parading like that's enough to give a damn about him... just unlikable.
In general, I like the "bad guy" character, and I like them more when they're despicable pieces of shit; the more inmoral, the more I like them. But this one is just boring.
I get sadistic characters, I do. But idk man I guess there are boundaries between teasing somebody and being a jerk to them. I dig powerful imbalance themes stories but I just couldn’t stomach the doctor. He rubs off as how Inhun (from Painter of The Night) would on me.
My heart is broken, why did it stop there...That is why I avoid ongoing titles but this one look so good....which it was but now I have to wait....I hope an update comes fast. ╥﹏╥
The absurd amount of money they both spend on trying to know each other. ╮(￣▽￣)╭. I enjoyed it, I wish it would have been a bit longer.
I really like it, but i wish there was more like when he got to meet the parents or a little more into the relationship. (●'◡'●)ﾉ
Their relationship is "rape and manipulation"
I get super happy every time there is new update I just needed to take a moment and thank you for translating. Love shuttle is one of my favorite so again thank you and the author as well ヾ(☆▽☆)
Everybody has something they cant stomach in a story line and for me is the fact that the nurse manipulated the teacher in to falling in love by sexually arousing him in the same way his mother used to punish him...no gross and i cant get past it. Its like he is getting aroused by the thought of his mother and it makes me a little sick.
I definitely understand your feelings, and even I think this is going to sound a bit strange, but... I'm kind of all right with it. The manga didn't go into it too explicitly, but I think it was more that Aoki ended up falling in love with him because Tengoku saw and understood him, and accepted him. To the point of figuring out his issues, and somehow turning them into something less negative, and something he didn't need to carry all on his own.
In a country like Japan, where there's still so much stigma around admitting you need help with mental health, going to see a psychologist etc., I really do wonder what people do to learn to cope with issues and traumas from their childhoods or traumatic events.
Oh and one more thing, sorry! It was also mentioned that Aoki ended up thinking about his mother every time he tried to have sex with a woman, and couldn't get it up because of that. So I don't think Tengoku was the one making Aoki think about his mum, I think it came from Aoki (which yeah is still unsettling). Tengoku was the first one who managed to let him experience sexual pleasure despite all the mummy issues, I guess by working with Aoki's issues rather than ignoring them??
Yup weird, but in the end I still think it's a good partnership;
neither of them are what you'd call 100% normal, average, vanilla types!
I thought it was all kinda Freudian, like he was truly seeing his mother in Tengoku, but it was more like seeing his ideal mom...one that hits him but also understands him. That’s more weird though...but it’s okay cuz Tengoku has a bro complex, so they do their Freudian things together
I do think Aoki's upbringing affected him deeply throughout his life. I don't think it's anything like him getting turned on by thinking of his mother. His masochistic tendencies may be from when as a child, his mother would see-saw from being violent and hurtful, to comforting and apologetic; instilling a twisted, confusing form of love. Not only that, Aoki carried the weight of his mother's high expectations, constantly being 'disciplined' if they weren't met. This definitely affected his relationships with his previous girlfriends and his ability to 'perform.'
Whereas with Tengoku, the weight and worry of expectations didn't exist. For the first time, in a long time, Aoki could let go enough to actually feel sexual arousal. I'm not trying to defend Tengoku's sadistic behavior, because that was all sorts of messed up, but it does kind of explain Aoki's physiological responses and why he would accept such a relationship into his life.
Well...this is just my interpretation. All in all, I love this manga and it's been a long while since something has made me think and feel this much!(≧∀≦)
^^^Agreed!
100% agree with this! I think it's a spot-on interpretation.
I need to read something cute and fluffy to get rid of this weird feeling this manga left....I like it but there is something with the ending that just doesnt sit right with me, and I can put up with a lot. The more I think about it was mainly the fact that the seme was very selfish he literally traumatized the uke, and continue to not take his partners feeling into account.
I am so happy it continues! I need more!! they are so freaking adorable!!!! I cant stop smiling! ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ
This story just played with all my emotions. I just broke crying, its beautiful but it broke my heart when he left him a 2nd time. I know its not his fault but i just couldn't hold the tears.