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https://weheartit.com/entry/294250617
Guys, if you want to see sangwoo’s murder in action, watch The Chaser 2008. It is a korean movie I am watching and it is hella creepy af! The killer in that movie is crazy and creepy and reminds me of sangwoo he might not be as hot though lol
Seriously recommend because it gives me the chills and makes me stop fantasizing about sangwoo. I mean, sangwoo is motherfucking hot, so it is hard not to wanna fantasize about him. But this movie makes me change my mind. I am scared of killers after all... and I think we should all are. I def should take killing stalking more seriously than just an enthralling yaoi not-real story :(
Noted. I'll check the movie thx (⊙…⊙ )
You def should! Its on youtube. I need someone to share the horror...
Oh my god it's on YouTube?! Sweet, thank you!
You are welcome!!
https://youtu.be/GrpR4RSQCSs
I shall definitely check it! Thanks! (≧∀≦)
Another one which I watched recently was I Saw The Devil. It kinda reminded me of Killing Stalking too. There's a character, a detective, who is like Seungbae and a killer who murders women (though he's not the handsome type like Sangwoo). There isn't a character who resembles Bum but the story definitely has a Killing Stalking vibe except the yaoi part. :)
Noooo I've watched the trailer. Idk if I can watch it or not because I'm quite weak for gore/bloody movies (I'm still okay reading manga like Tokyo Ghoul though) Are the scenes really brutal for the killing scene?
There are scenes that are brutal, but you can just close your eyes. I did lol. But such scenes are few. The creepy part is actually not the killing but the level of madness of the killer. How freaking chilled he was was creeppppy for me. Like sangwoo and maybe worse. Urgh...
So the point is not really that killing scene I see.
Thx for this rec. I'll put it on my watch list (●'◡'●)ﾉ
Once in a while there is a story I couldn’t get over.
This time it is My Starry Sky. I began reading without knowing how painful it is gonna be for me.
Everything in it exudes melancholic feels. The poem at the beginning, the name Skyler, the hair of Skyler, Yeonsuk’s memories, childhood theme, long distance, misunderstandings and regrets... I couldn’t help it. Chewing the pain and sadness.
Once in a while I would swear that I should stop reading yaoi for good, and find a way to adjust to the real world, the reality. But I couldnt leave. Now I think about the good stories, I understand the reason why I couldnt leave. Because they bring me the feels, the sadness, love and sacrifice that I dont experience in this life. Reality is harsh and it leaves me the loneliness but minus love. Love sounds like a wonderful thing and I wish I knew how it feels to love and be loved so sincerely. I wonder I am just an unlucky one, or is it because I dont deserve love. I dont know how to love sincerely either, so maybe that is why I never receive it.
My mind now is full of flashbacks of the scenes in My Starry Sky. I wish I could love someone like Yeonsuk loves Skyler, I wish I am loved the way Skyler is. They are fictional. But I am jealous. They are so real. The way love is depicted in the story is so real. I wish my life was not so mean and full of shit. I wish I could live knowing that I am not alone. I wish I could share mylife with someone. I wish I could care less about unimportant things happening to me. But in the end, I am not the protagonist in a story. As soon as I look away from the phone screen and get on with reality, I know I will once again doubt the existence of true love. And think that my life is absurd the way it is and will never be different.
I am disillusioned
But at least for now, I am sad, and I want to love and be loved
i feel you
Damn that hit right where it hurts. I was never really able to put into words why I am so drawn to certain bl manga settings but I guess you just put it perfectly in words that also make sense for me. I guess it's kinda a compensation for what real life lacks in and what I deeply wish I could experience.
Thanks for writing that
Why am i the only one who has trouble accessing the raw from facebook????
Does any one have not facebook link???
Cryyyyyyy
Try one of these then
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Thanks for this! What a cliff hanger!
Without trying to spoil anything I hope omega kun says something before making any decisions!