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I feel so bad for the mom, when I first went into this in general I already knew this was gonna be a hard read, not because the gore or anything but I knew this was gonna be the ultimate breakdown of love. There's not a word in the English language to describe a parent losing their child, there's one for when a wife loses their husband, one for when a child loses their parents, but not for when a parent loses their child. My heart aches for her because she was just a victim that's sanity just got more and more twisted, she's getting rid of everything she ever had just to make sure no one ends up like her son again. Don't get me wrong I know she's not a good person, but I feel bad for her, her past self that mourned so horribly, she's still mourning and greiving just in a different way. I wonder if she knows even when this is all said and done, if it'll make her feel better? It won't bring her son back after all...