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It was kinda a bl? But I don't think they got together in the end. The mc was outed and quickly became an outcast at school, he found a cafe full of other misfits and that became his hangout place. Then they built buildings and stuff and then he confronted the dude he had a crush on. It had like 20 chapters.
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sounds like:
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/shimanami_tasogare/
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I'm looking for a bl manga or whatever where they don't fight to stay with eachother. Maybe the recognize that it wont work out for them or they just don't feel like fighting for the others love as much as they need to. I'm reading a student/teacher one rn and its pretty stupid how hard they fight when it wont work out regardless. I just want one where they recognize that.
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I can't really think of any BL that matches your first description, though a few probably exist. But there are a couple that sort of go in that direction (coincidentally, or not, by the same author):
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/sabita_yoru_demo_koi_wa_sasayaku/ (one of the MCs starts off in a bad relationship)
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/escape_journey/ (this one is about two people who originally broke up because they couldn't make it work)
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The first story in this one might meet your second description:
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/renai_kidou/
Also maybe these (to greater or lesser degrees):
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/mihanada_pectolite/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/bokura_no_shokutaku/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/friend_line/ (this one also starts out with one of the MCs in a bad relationship)
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/eigyou_nika/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/saishuu_densha/
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https://aminoapps.com/c/yaoi-amino-espanol-yae/page/blog/hello-im-your-stalker-cap-5-1-2/1q7q_vqT6u0X8LLqLNvlW2e5pPp84jJmlQ
http://www.foxtoon.com/comic/Hello_Im_Your_Stalke
Uhhh yeah it seems a lot of people like this one, I personally don't have any raws but there are these ^ so yeah
Hiiii, I'm looking for a bl where the mc/uke is really happy go lucky and energetic and all that but has some sort of bad past or is always wearing a mask (figuratively) idk thats just the mood tonight
Uke is faking smiles and have a bad past;
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/hishakaishindo/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/hatsukoi_kazuki_rai/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/asatte_ni_kiss/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/hitotsu_shikanai_mono/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/blue_lust/