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In nanmu’s eyes there is no more relationship he’s been abandoned, pil-gyoung’s the one that left. right now nanmu was still pretty heavily intoxicated, hallucinating, extremely emotional and barely holding it together

and some of yall are saying you they dont understand how he can have sex in that state as if it wasnt obvious nanmu places alot of his self worth on his body and pretty much views it as the only thing he can offer to anyone - literally not one man in this entire series even pil-gyoung hasnt taken advantage of that

and the fact that yall are more mad at him then every other man in this series that has fucked him over or taken advantage of him (especially jeol-ho this chapter) is disappointing

some of y’all seriously take the fun out of this series smh

there are plenty of super fluffy green flag romance bl to read — this story has been very clear from the start of how jaekyung is

yet yall act surprised and throw a tantrum every time;;

im glad sunghyun said something to jeongmin cuz that pretty much saves us 10 agonizing chapters probably

but honestly he could be less of a dick to juwon who also supposedly his friend - their conversation in the beginning rubbed me the wrong way

even if its meant to be “joking” - i stand by that its shitty literally no one is taking the time to comfort juwon with everything going on and somehow its always his fault or something he did??

like i feel as if its been a long time since i last found a BL manhwa where one of the main characters is just so lovable

like even the little frustrating things he does are still lovable - like yes I want him to speak up and say something to jeongmin about meeting up with all those girls cuz i want them to hurry up and be happy but i also completely understand and can partially relate to how the overthinking and concerns about coming off clingy or obsessive are holding him back

((Edit: Also Juwon has already communicated once that he was jealous of the first Noona. Does Jeongmin not have two braincells to rub together in order to realize that Juwon seeing him in a similar situation after they just got through that would not yield the same results? Not to mention Jeongmin didn’t even do much to dissuade Juwon’s worry the first time. He just swiveled around the issue with Sex))

also with how jeongmin has been thus far i can totally understand why juwon’s feeling like jeongmin does not actually like him and breaks my heart - it also pisses me off how no one is helping like his friends and family can obviously see something wrong but no one wants to offer comfort or say something helpful

like i know seunghyun tried but he went about it all wrong and i feel like almost treated it like it was juwon’s fault with the “you’re being rude” comment

ugghh i love and hate this so much
HAPPINESS FOR JUWON 2023

just commenting cuz i love this series - so much so that i paid for the weekly chapters on tappytoon

imo it just a good balance of everything - characters are interesting, smut is great but not too much, plot was engaging but not too dramatic, green flag top is always a plus!

I know a lot of people didn’t like how Nokyoung just “became” good - but tbh I think he was always good natured at heart. His bad temperament and personality was a result of his bad childhood and the manipulation he got from his ex-manager who, for the majority of his first life was the only person that showed him any love. I think it was very much a love made him blind to his own actions type of thing, and he does express a lot of regret throughout the story. Like, when he finds out who was behind the acid attack, or when he finally confesses to Junil about what happened in his first life etc. It doesn’t mean that what he did was okay, but it doesn’t make him a bad character either.

Anyways, if you have gotten this far, then definitely read it! It’s a good one I promise haha

this is so depressing

ill circle back to this story later but i really hope it ends with him leaving his wife and finding happiness

reaper has been translating the novel for a long time (at 5 chapters a week, with close to 300 done atm) and they’ve had plans to pick this up for over a year

their translation is the best - i know theyre not the perfect scan team but they put alot of work into this series and if you like and ever hope to smoothly transition into the novel then do yourself a favor and read their translation.

I promise you wont regret it.

even tho I’ll probably still get spoiled here and there

i hate third party intervention - i don’t particularly hate heesung ill def enjoy it if/when he ends up with/pines after potato later on

but this is such an annoying plot trope to read week by week, i think itll be more enjoyable in one go a few months from now :/

The time line of the first few chapter could’ve been written so much better. I feel like it was hard to follow.

The Uke is infuriating but it is interesting to see the bottom be the bad guy for once. I just hope the whole story isn’t the Taesung chasing him. Like I hope their is an arc where the Taesung officially “gives up”. And the Uke has to work hard to get him back.

Regardless; I’ma drop. I’ll revist it a few months. Kinda sad the story is so lacking though cuz the art is pretty good and the concept is interesting.

When it comes to BL some of y’all accept rape, abuse (physical and mental), and literal murder some cases but you draw the line at cheating and it suddenly a horrible story