is this mpreg? please lmk, whoever knows the ending or something, I don't like mpreg (⊙…⊙ )
was good ig, not my kind of story imo, but just... so confusing at times
god I know how he feels
so lonely and alone, and the moment you have somebody there just to wrap you up in their warm arms and never want to let go... that love
I know that dohyuk should be like sentenced to 2983948398 years of jail time, but I can't help but understand hwanyoung, and why he's defending dohyuk,
currently, since chapter 25 has been all I've been able to read so far, dohyuk is meeting hwanyoung's needs and treating him like he is the most valuable thing ever (ignoring the earlier chapters)
I can relate to hwanyoung's feelings of loneliness and clinginess (when he asked dohyuk for a hug, I literally froze, since I've done the same exact thing so many times), and as twisted as this sounds, I'm going to feel a little hurt when he decides to run away from dohyuk (I have zero clue what happens though, I'm just assuming that that's what is going to happen cuz it's y'know... an extremely unhealthy relationship)
also some discussion and this is all based on like, presumption:
let's say hwanyoung runs away and finds the redhead (I'm assuming that there are two options for mls, the redhead, and dohyuk, judging by the cover
when he finds him and they stay together, will they fall in love? can they fall in love? the redhead lost interest, and if he suddenly gains interest, wouldn't that look like, even if it's not true, that the only reason he's gaining "feelings" is so hwanyoung doesn't suffer?
will there even be an ending with either partner? I swear to god, if this manhwa ends with him ending up with nobody and some message about how like he has to process his mental health and that he's happier alone I will explode (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
Bro aside from all that, I'm sorry about what you've experienced
And you're correct, that's the deal with toxic relationships
It lures you in and chases you out at the same time.. like you're being cured by the same thing that's poisoned you
I have really high hopes for this manhwa it's so creepy and so good so far
I loveeee this bl but haribo was right in their final message about how some part were iffy...
personal tidbits are just how weirdly sadistic/uncaring some of the characters are, and
like, I get that they sort of fit the plot, but they're still high school students...
I would have loved to see more tender scenes instead of taemin doing something slightly cute and then getting berated,,,
joohoon I did not care for one bitt,,, nor jiwook
I've reread this like 3-4 times and I love it,
but some things are just strange to me and not fully fleshed out :(
time to reread mad dog...
binged it all and am confused... what about all the people who died? it was in their house.. how are they just fine with that... the police exist... the people who died were bad people but they didn't even give them a chance of redemption, sure someone would say "don't say that" but they're still in school, how can you kill someone when they have so many years left?
are they brought to somewhere better if they're "taken?"
is it like, they're not literally dead? I don't understand... too vague,
otherwise, I liked the couple, thought it was cute how they acted with each other when they weren't fighting
also, in the theater when that guy died, was that the work of somebody else besides them? hinting that they're not the only ones with the power to "take" early on, and that someone near them has that power?
or was it the blondie? cuz if the blondie did that to show Jun or something then isn't he "taking" for no reason? unless he knew the guy, but we don't know that
there's gotta be a season 2 cuz that felt.. unfinished, or something, kind of rushed? maybe because I binged it, idk
it was like, 3/5, liked the couple, but am too smooth-brained to fully understand
I think the couple are considered disappeared too. They might move to another place and the police would assuming that they are disappeared with the other guess. That is why yeonwoo said that about the rumours.
I, incoherently, nonsensically, blab which may be really embarrassing when the story finishes:
hmmm... I am struggling to understand Dohyuk... at first, I thought he was some delusional, smart/psycho ML who was obsessed with hwanyoung, believing that the mc IS wholeheartedly, hwanyoung over some, still, untold backstory... but after some earlier chapters and the current latest chapter, like 26 or 27, I am confused by his, like, "role?" or beliefs?
He knows its all fake, but he still cherishes hwanyoung despite knowing that hwanyoung is just the author pretending, he said in some earlier chapter how the redhead "let go of something so valuable..." he treats "hwanyoung" as something soo precious, so how does he stand with the author? Is it because he looks like the webtoons hwanyoung/ is the author of the webtoon who happens to look like hwanyoung? if he can acknowledge that they are just one person, someone who is just acting out of survival, does he value only the "idea" of hwanyoung, that somebody can mirror hwanyoung? or does he think that the author IS hwanyoung, in some way, (which we've already established that the doesn't think that based on him saying, like, "we've got roles to play, don't cross the line" or something like that..) or that only the author could be hwanyoung because of his appearance, or something, having potential to be hwanyoung? he clearly likes it when the author pretends he is hwanyoung, and gets all wrapped in it, but he still knows its fake...
I want to see a chapter completely from Dohyuk's POV to understand him, because I am so confused... at first, I got him, I could easily rationalize that he couldn't differentiate from reality and yada yada, but now, it has been repeatedly implied that he can, and that he knows??? Σ( ￣□￣||)
I'm just confused as to why he thinks that the red head losing the author is throwing something so valuable away after establishing that he knows the difference and acknowledges that its allllll fake... like... what do you mean? value as in, potential? appearance? personality?
why does he look so similar to the author's ver. of dohyuk in the comic the author is drawing? Like, the black hair, dimples, eyes, height, etc... for a moment I was wondering if everything was just hwanyoung's imagination lololololol
also, he wants the author to finish the story between him and the comic's hwanyoung, I think it might of been said that he'd let him go if he finished the ending? maybe? I don't remember,
still, is his only motive, the ending of the comic? if so, he has no reason to try to gaslight or manipulate, or whatever, the author into liking him and wanting him, if his only end goal is the ending he wants, which he can easily get with some beatings and coercion (I know he said he wants the best ending between him and hwanyoung, like some kind of happy real ending or something that makes sense), is he being so nice to the author so the author can get a feel for what the ending is supposed to look like? like, just showing the author how they can reach that "happy ending?"
unless, he also wants to reach the comic ending and have it intertwine with the real ending that he wants with the author (acting as hwanyoung) and him?
I really want to know what dohyuk was drawing
I guess I'll just wait for more chapters to come out for now...
Dude I love your perspective on this!! In my opinion, I think Dohyuk is using the mc as a form of escapism. From the latest chapters, inside the art room he was quiet and violent, perhaps he doesn't like the life he's living. But while being Dohyuk, he has a happy lover and is a caring individual. When he's playing the role, he gets to forget who he is and focuses on loving (if he even does love him) Hwanyoung
wow thanks for saying this ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶ !! At first, I kept trying to understand where hwanyoung wraps around everything, where dohyuk lies with it all, and with your input, I think I get what the creator is trying to say :D, since I think you're right
I, stupidly, hadn't thought about the mental gratification that came with running away from who you really are, and, just, living the caring, charming, life with the person you've always wanted to have, or have dreamt of having? Now, Dohyuk's anger of being pulled out of the roleplay, and being faced with "reality," makes so much more sense to me. I had previously been confused to how he saw hwanyoung and how he knows hwanyoung isn't, really, hwanyoung. But now, even though he knows hwanyoung, the author, is faking, even being immersed in the roleplay is gratifying in and of itself, so thanks for replying, you've now made my experience reading the comic make more sense lololololol
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although, it still makes me kind of sad that he is, obviously, I've known since the beginning, just using hwanyoung, it isn't genuine love, even if he thinks it is... ╥﹏╥
You're welcome! ^o^ but yeah it also makes me sad that he probably doesn't really love hwanyoung, maybe they'll do a lima syndrome/stockholme syndrome type situation idk
I don't understand the how dohyun looks exactly like the comic is he from the comic ? HELP ╥﹏╥
no, I agree, it's a little weird
at first, I thought it was some paranormal thing, but now I think we just have to make it work lol?
This is one of my theories, I think the creator of this series thought of this idea but realized it only worked if dohyuk looked like the dohyuk in the manhwa so they just... slid that in there
When I had read the earlier chapters, I originally thought that maybe Hwanyoung had amnesia and is writing the story out, not realizing that something like that already happened? Though, considering later chapters, I don't think this is true
I just hope the actual explanation isn't some, like, well... Hwanyoung writing the story exactly how his life is going right now... erm, just a coincidence!
oh my days u shld write a book how r u so creative that theory sounds rlly possible also what if like dohyuk changed himself up a bit to fit the character idk im js thinking of all the possible reasons (●'◡'●)ﾉ
hahha thanks, one of my desires, actually
What you said does make sense but I used my phone to use the QR code showcased at the end of the chapters to access the manhwa, and I happened to see some of the covers of the later chapters, haha I did try to cover my eyes as quick as possible, but I saw child Dohyuk (most likely a flashback), and he looked pretty similar ╮(￣▽￣)╭
though it would have been pretty funny if he dyed his hair black from brown and his roots started showing pffft