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this is what i personally feel it might be. (this is a real thing, please do some research if you wanna know more). I may be wrong since im not a professional but here is the definition as well as some info:
Schizoid personality disorder (sometimes abbreviated to SZPD, SPD, or ScPD) is a mental health condition defined by detachment from social relationships and difficulty expressing emotions. It's a cluster A personality disorder, meaning it involves behaving or thinking in odd or eccentric ways.
Schizoid personality disorder is a condition where a person shows very little, if any, interest and ability to form relationships with other people.
Do schizoids have feelings?
Even when directly provoked, someone with schizoid personality disorder might react very coolly, belying what they may be feeling underneath. Even though a person with schizoid personality disorder may seem emotionless, they are still experiencing emotions.
They rarely display strong emotions or react to anything. People with SzPD can have difficulty expressing themselves and seem to be directionless or passive. Individuals with SzPD can also experience anhedonia. They can also have difficulty understanding others' emotions and social cues.
It's very hard for the person to express a full range of emotions.
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That's very interesting! From what we can see here, he does feel things, but don't "understand" what he feels. Just like when he falls from the mc, the feeling is there but he can't figure out what it is, because it's a "new feeling", something he never felt, which also made him scared. I used to think he had some psychopath traits because lf the fact he didn't feel "empathy", but turns out he just can't understand feelings, ehich is not a psychopath trait. They understand feelings, they get angry and sad, they just don't care about other people's feelings. As for this ml, he had feelings, but he just don't know gow to acknowledge them, and he can feel empathy for those he love, but again, don't understand.
Idk if I am making any sense lol, but that's just what I think ( ̄∇ ̄")
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you make sense, dnt worry. also i agree, its very interesting.
i also do agree with the psychopathic traits but i kept away from that.
generally with antisocial personality (or ASPD. thats the disorder that psychopaths have)
there are traits of narcissism. where the person finds no need to engage in curtain behaviors unless its beneficial to them. like "i only hugged them because i want to fit in. maybe later they can do something for me in return like friends do"
Im not qualified to say that ppl with ASPD feel love but I would say its a big pattern where they get into relationships purely because the other person provides something of value to them. most of the time its money or status.
this isnt what i see in this manga. he doesnt get into situations because of his self centered ways. he doesnt get into relationships because they benefit him. it seems he just has a disconnect and lack of emotions. he tends to stay away from relationships as a whole.
his lack of getting social cues is also a big reason he doesnt interact with people much. he doesnt understand them.
same // from an autist.
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seme just doesnt realize that sex isnt enough and this is romantic thing which is something he lacks. He doesnt have romantic relationships, purely sexual and that way of living has caused him to be really closed minded when it comes to relationships on a whole.
liking him = sex
instead of
liking him = romance/relationship
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to add this is just on the semes side. if the seme was more openminded/considerate i feel like the uke's opinion might start to change of him. start seeing him for more of his softer sides. altho still an ass (seme), the uke would most likely be able to process his feelings more as well as be honest.
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spoilers- my opinion but still talking about it
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i can already see this is a story i wouldnt enjoy. with cheating and going behind pplz back
and from the spoilers in the comments seems like im correct.
i dont like when characters just have no sense of morality when it comes to loyalty, i also dont like sneaky behavior. this involved a sweet male lead as well which hurts even more
NAH
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i like the art. main character is really cute
but the male lead and how abusive he is really turns me away.
SPOILERS (never done spoilers before sorry if it doesnt work)
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backstory might be interesting for the main character and it seems like we are now getting a peak at it (i cant read korean so take this with a grain of saltm. might have missed smth exp in text).
Very interested to see how this tiger thing works etc but so far I havent seen anything.
pacing seems off because we are getting this at season 2 in the raws... when most of season one was spend assaulting main character... SIGHHHHHH #-.-)
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i totally agree. it finishes and i didnt even realize it was the end of the season cuz nothing happened.
season 2 looks interesting so far, i think thats just because of the flashback. if the flashback wasnt there it looks similar like season one. altho its only the beginning of season 2 so it can get better.
i feel like this is going to be a realllly long series because of this. its paced so slow, the fact its taking this long to reach major plot points mmmm yeahhh (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜
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can someone tell me if they also had issues following the story?
idk if its just me but im having a hard time understanding not sure if its the translation.
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It‘s the translation. Also there are only a few chapters.
But basically our MC got pregnant from his brother-in-law, a celebrity (the one with black hair and blue eyes we see in the first chapter). But bc is in-law family, I guess mostly his ex-husband sucked, he just wants to stay away from them. So he hid the fact that he got pregnant by his brother-in-law. And now 4 years later he meets him again and tries to hide the fact that he has a kid out of fear that he might get taken away or that he gets involved with them again.
If there was actually a comic/manga/series on here that genuinely featured a trans man and not whatever tf this fetish is, would you guys support? (read and enjoy)
just a question for //hides comic series... research
no need to get into detail on your opinions or politics. keeping it simple would be nice. im scared of starting a debate ( ̄∇ ̄")
Trans men comics r not my thing I'm here for straight up bl but I do hv read FtoM trans comics and it's def not like this.
oh yeah!
would like to clarify that i dont mean stuff like this. But i dont see much ftm where they have Vs on here on a whole. so I just genuinely wanted to ask if ppl would be open to it on this website.
but not like this
There’s not a lot but I’ve read some, like After School Mate, To Strip The Flesh, and the long running arc of IS. I’ve enjoyed them, but I genuinely want to read BL that includes trans men, because I always felt like those manga I mentioned are more about character and social exploration than the romance that I crave. I wanna kick my feet and giggle too, yanno?
never read any of these. (cant find "the long running arc of IS" tho)
thank you for the recommendations.
also taking notes yes yes. thank you for your input <3
The manga is IS – Otoko Demo Onna Demo Nai Sei, called IS for short and it started as a collection of stories about intersex characters but its longest story is centered on a character who was originally raised as a girl but identifies as a boy.
Absolutely i would! It doesn't matter to me, they are still a guy even if they're trans. Would still be BL after all so it doesn't bother me at all. Of course it would only matter if it’s done well or not, preferably not offensively etc, but the actual concept for me is something id actually be interested in reading.
this would actually be really interesting plot. esp if it has a blend of real life social social issues they must face like in here u are and a blossoming romance of just pure love and affection bet the characters. wouldn't mind reading that.
Would defienetly support, as a ftm i would love to get more of those bl series