Bro I spoiled myself by reading the raws but goddammit seeing this shit again breaks my heart. His expression is so.... relatable. The false calmness, the sudden confession, the tense undertone. As a survivor, I FELT this so deeply. Look at this sweet boy's pained smile. His coping mechanism can only last for so long..
Now Kadoya is gonna become the obsessed stalker now. He can't "live" without him.( ̄∇ ̄")