sunarin's Favorite

I commented this under certain responses, but I'm going to comment it here. Chs 42 and 43 onward. This hits different because even though Nok is saying "No," It's only because his body is responding to the intimacy and he's far too embarrassed and prideful to admit to he likes it. Even though the stimulus is a lot, it's not in a bad way.
In real life, many times it's just getting to know your body and what you like; it's too good that you don't know what to do with yourself. You want it to stop, but at the same time you don't. (I feel this is different from other yaoi... *cough cough*)

I wouldn't consider this part rape because he's voluntarily kissing Jaeshin and blushing in a good way. Unlike 10 chapters before when Jaeshin lost control of his ghost and demonic side, he did go too far imo. Poor Nok, he was so scared. The entirety of S1 and how he was treating Nok like a toy was fucked up - the perpetually disgusting habit he had of treating people like that before... There's no excuse dude. You really embraced your demonic side and ran with it. （￣へ￣）

What I like best now is outside the bedroom; how much kinder and gentle Jaeshin is being. Like, he gets frustrated, but he's not being mean about it. He used other people in the past for his own pleasure and didn't give a flying fk. Now, he's finally embracing his human side that's always been there, even though he tries to deny by making up the excuse that it's to have Nok fall for him. (ironic how he denies his nice side and Nok denies the pleasure he feels.) Now, Jaeshin realized how he fucked up before and went too far.

But daaaaaymn, the coaching during sex is really something haha. ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄
Anyone else agree? Maybe I'm reading too much into it and hoping Jaeshin is truly a kind person and not malicious. Imo he is the first.
Thoughts?

Also, wow... Golden shower kink?
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