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there's this yaoi manga that a boy pretends to be a girl to become his childhood friend's/crush's who is an actor and model manager, then they sleep together and tells him who he is, he finds out that his crush has slept with others too tho when he confessed to him when he was younger, he was rejected. does anyone know it? ┑(￣Д ￣)┍