For someone like me who is constantly pushed into believing that I cannot anticipate the good things or something bad would happen which indeed does end up happening, I resonated with Miki a lot. It's like unless I expect the absolute worst of a situation I can never ever witness something good. So, I am forced to believe and live in a constant state of fear. It's honestly very exhausting and even when I tell people about it they just disregard it as something trivial or something "in my head". God sometimes I wonder why I had to be this unfortunate and why things always go downhill whenever I expect something good. I hope one day I can find a way out of this. I hope one day I wouldn't have to restrict myself from feel happiness in fear that it might end up being ruined.
For someone like me who is constantly pushed into believing that I cannot anticipate the good things or something bad would happen which indeed does end up happening, I resonated with Miki a lot. It's like unless I expect the absolute worst of a situation I can never ever witness something good. So, I am forced to believe and live in a constant state of fear. It's honestly very exhausting and even when I tell people about it they just disregard it as something trivial or something "in my head". God sometimes I wonder why I had to be this unfortunate and why things always go downhill whenever I expect something good. I hope one day I can find a way out of this.
I hope one day I wouldn't have to restrict myself from feel happiness in fear that it might end up being ruined.
This manga was soul touching for me.