Kim's Favorite

I'm not talking about light-hearted teasing or playful motions. I want some manga with a physically and/or verbally abusive seme with a twisted form of love. The uke can totally accept it, like the Camelia, or be beaten down until broken like some of Harada's work.
I like the second choice more, but any of the two is fine. Actually, I really just want to cry by reading yaoi mangas lol.
Thanks for anything!

hiii, do any of u have any enemy to lovers? or one where the uke/seme gets super jealous, any angsty stuff, or slowburn? stuff that will make me cry and my heart hurt. also ones who homophobic but the uke/seme changes them? ^^ i wld like yaoi or just any type of BL!!

So...yaoi manga where the uke has unrequited love for the seme, uke & seme are friends, seme realizes that he is in love with the uke after the uke becomes close to other people/ some other person.
I've read: http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/soredemo_yasashii_koi_o_suru/ (well, yeah, when seme gets to know that the uke has sex with other men despite being in love with the seme, he gets pissed off :D)
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/ashita_mo_tanin/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/oko_sama_star/
Soooo...suggest me other stuff? Thannks! :D

So i read this manga a while ago,but the story is about a boy that can't use his legs and he gets bullied a lot at school but then there comes another boy who takes revenge on the bullies. It was a psychological story. Can somebody pls help me find it （/TДT)/