![](https://pic1.mangapicgallery.com/r/avatar/40/u2064666_50x50.jpg?2)
a while back, i was in a really dark place. I'd been in it for a few years. I hated existing. It was painful, messy, and i simply wasn't strong enough to do it. it took a lot out of me. 2016-20 were my worst years - i turned into the worst version of myself, and everyday i look back on that, and feel an indescribable sadness. i contemplated suicide a lot. but, i was too scared, and that eventually became a different branch of self hatred. i never had that epiphany, thag defining moment where i knew my life was worth living, but im slowly getting there. even though it's difficult, im focusing on things that make me happy. even though it's a slow process, im focusing on things I want to live for. and im glad i hung in there long enough to come across this story. every so often, i find a gem like this that reminds me of the importance of life. thank you so much author. thank you hamin and somang, for reminding me of the things i should live for :,)
![](https://pic1.mangapicgallery.com/r/avatar/40/u2064666_50x50.jpg?2)
this new generation of shounen manga is something else....takemichi is by far one of the best MCs I've seen in a while. His physical capabilities compared to those around him obviously run short, but his sheer mental strength and drive? his determination ? the author really took all the attributes shonen protags are meant to have and made them better GOD I LOVE THIS MANGA SO MUCH JAJAIAIAIAIW8S haven't rooted for a character like this since haikyuu :,)
![](https://pic1.mangapicgallery.com/r/avatar/40/u2064666_50x50.jpg?2)
im so glad that he had somang. despite her flaws, she really was genuine with him. im glad he had someone that could testify for his character when he left the earth. the only person who got to know the real him. both a blessing, and a curse for her. i wonder if we'll get a special chapter where she and hamin meet again :, ( that's all I want mannnn
![](https://pic1.mangapicgallery.com/r/avatar/40/u2064666_50x50.jpg?2)
im so glad seonhui is somewhat getting closure as well :( her and jaemin are too interlinked regarding their pain, so I don't think a relationship is what they should pursue (that other guy tho seems like a pretty good candidate ) but a newly founded friendship, devoid of their feelings of guilt. one wherein they can now wholeheartedly support each other, without any lingering regrets
![](https://pic1.mangapicgallery.com/r/avatar/40/u2064666_50x50.jpg?2)
somang's explanation to jaemin saddened me yet warmed my heart at the same time. the acceptance that it's not their fault that he's gone, but the realisation of all the tell-tale signs of his pain. their hug at the end was just so powerful. remember how they had started - it pained somang to look at jaemin before, and jaemin blamed her for his brother's death. but look at them now. this development is so important to me, and to those who have lost loved ones to suicide. it really shows that the healing process will come, after the rain.
![](https://pic1.mangapicgallery.com/r/avatar/40/u2064666_50x50.jpg?2)
Hamin had such a beautiful soul. im sobbing so hard right now - we've all known he's dead, but it's finally settled in. the way the author has beautifully translated the pain of losing someone and loving someone, I can't comprehend it. this is all too visceral, too real. this is such a beautifully sad story. he loved jaemin and somang so much, and to see the people he loved the most start to heal - he must be so proud, wherever he is.
Hey y'all, does anyone mind giving me a quick summary of what Moogil did in Dark heaven?? I haven't read it yet
I suggest you read it because I list them out it'll sound really awful and make moogil seem inhuman....it included rape,murder,torture,making his brother an addict and almost destroying his life...it's all very layered in a way where we understand moogil but y'know...pretty horrible
he raped, he murdered, he tortured, etc.
He opened a cute little crochet bushiness (▰˘◡˘▰) ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ
In Dark Heaven Moogil… Gale is the stepbrother of Simon. He was a soldier but more like a mercenary.
Simon paid him to kill someone. Gale also was raped when he was child…. But it’s not simple to write all… because he starts to be hated… but I liked him even in Dark Heaven.
So I really recommended to read DH… it was my first Yaoi where the couple switch
⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄
He's trash :) basically the worst human kind
um no. you are the worst :/ not my gale
bruh then we must have not seen the same Gale