I cried so fucking much at the ending because I thought he finally got what he wanted but no, the author just had to put in a fucked up ending I'm more sad than pissed to be honest. I relate so much with the mc that it makes me sad when he isn't happy.
Ok but try reading this while listening to Please Never Fall in Love Again by Ollie MN trust me you won't regret it
The story is just so beautiful ╥﹏╥ not only that but the realism and simplicity, such amazing art at the same time too. 100/10 would definitely recommend