You're still young. It's not too late to start over. Meet new people, make new friends. Or you can try to get in touch with your old ones. Find and do what makes you happy. Set some personal goals and work to fulfill them. Make this time about you. Love will find its way to you again eventually.
17, female, swedish/moroccan/bosnian/american, high school student, straight (I think, lol). I've been reading yaoi since I was 13 and I'm crazily addicted. By the way, read the new chapter of saezuru if you haven't already ;)
How can I live my life again?