♥miapia♥'s Manga

9/18/23
so dang cuuuute.
jigu is so sweet his blushing face will give you cavities
i love love love their game characters!! jistar is too cute and i love his design
neuta’s was adorable when he began playing and it’s really cute to what he changed his look to lmaooo cause it looks exactly like jigu irl.
jigu is such a puppy i cant. tsundere frfr. loves him

can’t wait for the revelation ahhh yeowoon is gonna be so surprised

5/8/24
I LOVE ITTTT
PHYSICAL COPY WHEN

1/31/24
yes yes yes luvs it

2/24/24

10/18/23

SPOILERS
So after reading the novel, I’ve come to the conclusion the ML is actually not a bad person. This story is another case of “misunderstandings”. Sigh…MC is a doormat and the ML is too arrogant and prideful in the first timeline.

Here are the Main Points of the storyline:
- MC has these nightmares where he dreams of being “raped” which actually happened in the 1st timeline. This was mainly caused by the ML’s brother.
- MC is someone who longs for familial love, and makes decisions that is questionable and quite frustrating to me
- ML is arrogant and only marries the MC in the first timeline because he wants to absorb the company that belongs to MC’s family

(1st timeline)
- MC and ML actually get married! It was on the news outlets and was announced to the public. ML is a fucking asshole here tho, making demands out of the MC before the wedding.
- MC and ML arrive home after the wedding where they do not consummate the wedding. The ML tells MC, “your room is in the corner over there.” The room is small and not big as what you have expect from a rich conglomerate’s house. MC just smiles and thanks ML
- fast forward, MC is in estrus. ML thinks MC is trying to take advantage of him. By the way, only during estrus will MC actually release pheromones that you can smell. MC is also immune to suppressors. But ML doesn’t know that and forcible gets his workers to give him surpressors. MC suffers a bit for two days. MC gets his estrus every month as he is a dominant omega and has been suffering from this considition for quite awhile
- MC avoids ML like a ghost, until the ML gets fed up and says stop avoiding him
- MC then receives a call from his shitty dad and meets up with him at the company. Shitty dad wants MC to steal an important document that has something to do the system coding that ML has been working on. MC is distraught at betraying ML or betraying the family that took him in
- he steals the document when the ML was away, but gets struck by his heat again, this time ML arrived and they do the snu-snu but no permanent mark
- later on the document gets given to his father
- MC and ML’s relationship gets better after that
- However, when MC was going to work at his company, his fuckin family (his shitty ass father) threw him under the bus and he gets arrested and frame to extorting funds from the company
- MC’s long time secretary begs ML to save him by bailing him out (they reach a deal where the secretary reveals all the secrets of what the shitty dad did in his company)
- ML arrived and picks up the MC
- shit happens, as the new program is launched by MC’s family company. It used the stolen coding that the MC stole.
- ML is furious as MC stands inside his study, distraught, sad, and grieving. (He’s not crying btw, just sad that he got betrayed by the monsters he thought were family)
- ML asks if he has any excuses for the shit he pulled, MC says he done it out of his on volition
- ML asks twice, as if giving him a chance to redeem himself. MC does not come up with excuses. ML storms off saying “you will regret it”.
- Fast forward, MC is on house arrest and then enters estrus
- MC suffers for a bit until the door opens. He thinks it’s the ML, but it’s the fucking ML’s brother. ML’s brother rapes MC, while MC resists. It’s when the brother states, “Wow, this is the gift that your husband prepared for me, thanks, it’s much appreciated.” MC thinks ML abandoned him to this rapist and gives up.
- afterwards MC runs away to his safe haven, his old apartment with the help of his secretary
- MC takes sleeping pills and tries to sleep away his worries
- ML comes and accuses him of killing himself with this many sleeping pills. And asks why the fuck he ran away. And why he smelt of his brother.
- MC calmly asks for divorce and says yeah, he fucked the Ml’s brother
-things escalated and ML forcibly permanently marks MC though (snu-snu and yeah this is rape) which causes MC to lose consciousness
- MC is again on house arrest and suffers from neglect
- ML never shows up for awhile and MC suffers from not having his mate there for his estrus and heats
- MC also suffers from night terrors and nightmares from the rape incident caused by ML’s brother
- This causes him to sometimes be unable to distinguish if ML was the one who actually raped him. He mixes the two up and this causes him to fear the ML
- MC decides, to go to ML’s study, where he sees the gun mounted on the wall. The gun was a gift from the ML’s grandpa and symbolizes the strength to move forward and finish what has been started (something along those lines. He decides to move forward by shooting himself in the chest
- ML arrives just about when he pulls the trigger, MC sees him one last time and wishes him to live happily, smiling, and then *BANG*
- ML screams saying “NO!”
- MC dies.

11/4/23
ch 17 : compulsory inner child healing
bros trying to 'heal' his inner child by 'helping' mini mart huh

lil spoiler
Kim Sung Kyung was born in the red mansion and ran a snack bar while his parents were sick due to an infectious disease in the mansion. Since Kim Sung Kyung's environment was poverty itself, it naturally reached a situation where he started hallucinating and why he would write in his notebook. After his mom died, Kim Sung-kyung started suffering from auditory hallucinations, and his hallucinations started getting worse. When he was home alone, he called Kwon Cheong-rim, unable to distinguish whether it was dawn or daytime. Kwon Cheong-rim answered the phone at 3 am and ran to Kim Sung-kyung's after the phone call. When he arrived, he stayed with Kim Sung Kyung and took care of him.

After Kim Sung Kyung woke up, Kwon Cheong-rim offered to stay with him at his house, which Kim Sung Kyung declined. But Kwon Cheong-rim picked him up and brought him home and trapped him. Kim Sung Kyung felt uneasy until he saw Mero (the cat), so he was a little relieved at the sight of the cat, talked to it, slept, and stayed calm as he was told.

Kwon Cheong-rim installed CCTV in the canteen and commuted Kim Sung-kyung to and from work to reduce attention from his twin brothers who learned about Kim Sung Kyung's existence. To add on, when Kwon Cheong-rim was born, he did not receive any attention and affection from his father and twin brother.

Kim Sung-kyung usually writes in his notebook so he can hold on to the memory before he forgets it again. Kim Sung Kyung, who is always worried and nervous about being abandoned by Kwon Cheong-rim, started getting worse and suffered from severe hallucinations, for which he took a lot of medicine.

Kwon Cheong-rim, who knows what a person is like in a dazed state because of the medicine, accepts whatever nonsense Kim Sung-kyung says and takes care of him.

"Even if it's ruined, even if you lose all your memories, you just have to remember yourself." Kwon Chung-rim, who can't sleep properly because of taking care of Kim Sung-kyung, says that if this isn't love, he doesn't know what it is.

Then the moment he discovered the paper with "Kwon Cheong-rim" written on it attached to his arm, Kwon Cheong-rim, who knew well the reason why Kim Seong-kyung used the paper, went crazy.

After this, they confessed to each other and fell in love. They felt greater stability and joy from each other's body temperature and heartbeat than from the drug. They both stopped taking the drug, felt relieved, and lived together.

9:16/23

WOOOORIIIIII PLSSSS

1/29/22

9/25/23
i love it sosososoooo cuuuute!!!
pleasing art and the characters are beautifuuuul plus there’s a dog in this story called mameta and he is drawn oh so cutely
for like one second there’s a misunderstanding. it got kinda already known it’s gonna happen because of the premise on how they started “dating” only thing is that there’s kinda a twist but not really but it makes you think it’s a twist lmao
anyways , the misunderstanding gets cleared up all in one chapter and they’re so cute together.

11/26/21