It's fkd because when you love someone so much you don't want to leave them unsatisfied even when it's painful (upsetting) and toxic for you. It's so hard to say no and it sucks that sometimes we let ourselves be put through this kind of stuff for the sake of the one we love.
Crrrrrrrrringe.. his feelings for Jooin makes him want to touch him? YEAH OK.. vomit. How about telling him the things you like about him that aren't physical.
People are so stuck on the stereotypes of relationships and only having one partner, that they don't realise these are real fetishes and there really are polygamous relationships out there
Nothing wrong w it in my opinion, the stigma around sex with multiple people needs to go, it doesn't make you "slutty" and it's not really disgusting if that's what the person is into. Personally not for me but they're obviously having fun so who cares.
Ahjussi w his hair down has my heart