i teared up bad at the separation between mc and her husband, along with all those cute little memories between them :(( the mc had such a good life going for her and now has to endure so much shit for literally nothing
fu shen xing has the looks to be a good male love interest and there were like 1 or 2 moments between him and mc that were cute but he's done too much to even be considered..
read spoilers from a forum as well as comments, it's really way too sad TT_TT here's a little snippet (i got it from novelupdates forum, credits do not go to me) that hit me hard if u want it:
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At the end, Fu Shen Xing fell deeply in love with the mc but it was too late. He left her a letter before killing himself, and it's so sad but some of you guys might find delight in it haha; I corrected some of the grammar since it was a bit broken but still understandable in the forum I got it from. Should be like 95% accurate:
Dear Yan Yan, (The MC)
When I was writing this letter, you were sleeping soundly next to me and as you are reading this, I wonder where my dirty body has gone. It's amazing, isn't it? After a year, we've finally met again, going through so many things together... I'm writing this letter while greedily observing your face.
Yan Yan, I am still vile but at the same time I have become more vulnerable than before.
Although I had the chance to meet you after a year, I didn't have the courage to ask whether the baby (his and MC's child) was fine or not. I cowardly wished every minute that the baby was lying next to you and I even comfort myself that everything will be alright if the baby can't be with you, at least he (she) can be with me.
The baby which I had used my life to exchange, does (I will presume the the baby is a boy) he resemble me?
I thought I was very good at literature but when I started writing, I didn't even know what to write. It was me who dragged an angel like you into hell but now my heart is shaken by you; pretty funny, right?
But did you know that I had done a more ridiculous thing than that? Hiding in the dark room, looking out like a thief, watching your daily life with your husband, seeing you and your husband sitting at either corner of the sofa, doing whatever you like. Sometimes you smiled, sometimes you cried, sometimes you even kicked your husband and told him to get you some water.
Every time you did that, my heart went crazy because of jealousy. But sadly, I couldn't change anything, I just wished I could take that man's position and imagined being your husband. If only that was real...
It wasn't your husband, it was me, it was me who sat beside you, it was me whom you laughed with, you were angry at me, it was me who you spread your leg to kick.
But sadly, it wasn't me and I couldn't be as good as your husband.
I will never tell you to sit far away from me but rather want you to sit next to me, eventually snuggled up against my body and when you smile at me, I will definitely kiss you. If you ever make me mad, I swear to god that I will not raise my voice against you. Will I go and get some water for you? Of course, but I will make other requests of you as well.
"Yan Yan, cook dinner for me, I'm hungry."
I seem like a psycho, right?
Yan Yan, you are right, everything related to us is wrong. Meeting each other is wrong, being with each other is wrong, everything is wrong. At this moment, I just hope that I could end all of this in a right way.
Yan Yan, I'm sorry for everything I have done to you.
Yan Yan, I'm willing to risk my life to end all my faults, to return your peaceful life.
Yan Yan, Yan Yan, Yan Yan, Yan Yan, Yan Yan. I call your name again and again hoping that you can remember me just a little more and help me on my way to hell.
Yan Yan, did you know?
I wonder how things would have turned out had we not started out so terribly that fateful night.
Damn that's so sad I'm crying
Wow that whole thing just broke my heart..
i’m crying godd i hate him so much but this is just soo sad
i want to kill this dumbass mf'er
i'm like 99% sure he's going to end up with the mc
whats with these fkn authors going out of their way to make us want to strangle the ml da fooook no redemption arc is gonna change our goddamn minds
oh and i forgot to add that the mc is a pussy too like what even if u had this doki doki he saved me moment in your childhood it's not going to be fkn strong enough to bulldoze through all those red flags.. (#－.－)
Thank god the manga didn't make the sister out to be a villain. The OG heroine becoming a villain trope is so annoying, I prefer it when they become good buddies.
I was like ughhh here we go again when I saw that scene with Irene's friends talking shiet about the MC. I totally thought Irene would join in and MC would be like grr so she wasn't an angel after all but phew, avoided that dumb route.
I don't know, I'm just like bruh.. match the setting?? The MC was supposed to enter the body of a novel in which the OG protagonist was a sweet angel who captured everyone's attention, don't go making her a bitch to make the MC look amazing..
I appreciate this aspect of this manhwa (▰˘◡˘▰)
I like sticking to one version of a story and have caught up to this amazinn manhwa but I wonder if I should start the novel since I heard it's really good and it's already completed? But at the same time, I wonder if knowing the whole plot already would ruin the manhwa experience ╥﹏╥
Also, how can Jonghyuk and Dokja be so goddamn shippable? The protagonist of the story, Jonghyuk is hot asf, definitely a seme and Dokja is that really cool, pragmatic uke TT_TT just ignore me-- but damn I don't think I've ever shipped two people from a non bl this hard.. authors need to stop doing this to me or I need to stop being like this because it just hurts me physically（/TДT)/
Well, I have just read the novel and I am very hyped about the manhwa every week. Maybe it depends from people to people, but for me it didn't ruin anything. This story is actually kind of... Hits different in novel form? Don't wanna spoil explaining... That's why I'd recommend reading novel too.
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Recommend reading the novel, there are small details that just hit different when you've read the novel then read the manhwa
well it makes the story loved by both male and female
Also read the freaking novel. It's freaking awesome!!!
the novel hits diff because most of their thought while conversing is revealed hahaha
Woah, thanks you guys!! I'll start it during winter break because if I start it now I think I'll procrastinate school harder than I already am xD Should I read it from the beginning or go on the chapter where the manhwa left off?
Beginning definitely! It'll be fun for you to pick up little details missed in adaptation. And you're welcome, love!
And yes, start during winter break, because you won't be able to put this down! ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ
Thank you so much again, will do!! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
im upset
the adorable, simple guys dont get the mc, the higher ranked mysterious ones do ╥﹏╥
redhead isnt bad but tozen!! tonton!!
but I'm a little addicted to this. God, I hate the seme's horrible, sometimes ambiguous attitude. He was actually like idgaf when the MC was very close to getting raped at the party, what a fucking douchebag..
I love Naomi, though. She is so swag XD and the white-haired doctor guy is fine af, why did they make him look so good for a side character??
I seriously hope MC gets back at that goddamn ASSHOLE!! I would love if he never gets with this fkn arsehead but he's clearly the ML >:(((( why does mc even like him :( all he's got going for him is his face and body (╬￣皿￣)凸
and it's still like one of the best manga/webtoons I've ever read. It's such a pity that it was dropped because of publishing issues ┗( T﹏T )┛MC + Shicmuon are the absolute best orz
i- i knew this hadnt been updated in a year
but i still dove into it like a masochistic bat ;v;
i love kasai but he only supporting character ;_; i do love main couple but my boi kasai
i want to strangle this seme so bad fhgjkdhfjash
my favorite part is when mc rejected his sorry ass and he got all mopey
i wish mc didnt just treat him regularly after his tears ended, like cmon make this mfer suffer more even better dont end up with this piece of trash (╬￣皿￣)凸