i know kost of you think that taehwan is toxic and the one at fault here but I think his bad actions are just reaction to yeunwu 'seducing' him. im not really the biggest fans of uke being desperate for love because we've seen that too much already but in here.. he was the one who kissed him w/o his consent. and he also can't stay away from the guy even if he knows thay he is an asshole.
what im trying to say is that they are both at fault here and yeunwu and all of us who are reading should know our worth and learn to accept being rejected.
Yes they are both at fault in their own ways, but like though Yeonwu keeps liking him despite the rejection, he was never intending to actually be like that with taehwan again, then comes taehwan and he wants to start up a physical relationship with the guy he supposedly wasn't ever interested in? Sexual curiosity once coming to terms with his fascination towards yeonwu is one thing, but like, the fact that he would act one one extreme, homophobic and whatnot, and on the other extreme, overly interested in pleasure with yeonwu, really gives off some red flags and mixed signals that Yeonwu can't help but grab onto because he likes having at least this since even after all the time had passed he still liked taehwan. I mean, it's one thing for him to lie about liking taehwan to just end up getting hurt anyway, but that's his prerogative to 'dance with the devil'. Taehwan on the other hand uses more or less toxic logic to justify his own actions as he starts to deviate from the 'norm' sexually. In the end he's slowly coming to terms with his interest in doing it with yeonwu and he probably will slowly get used to liking yeonwu and such at some point. Taehwan has A LOT of internalized homophobia basically and as a result has his own complex about it. The Mike guy that showed up very likely is one of the people at the core of Taehwan's issues. Basically, all I'm saying is that while they both are doing things that hold them both accountable, taehwan is still the bigger douche out of the two. His pride is misplaced, hurt by social circumstances. Yeonwu is not as much and that's likely one of the reasons why Taehwan can't help but be interested in this person who, despite social issues, just does what he wants and never turns down a 'good time'.
yeah sure Teahwan is the bigger douche here. I guess im just comparing it to other stories where i.e nakyum didn't have a choice because seungho was forcing himself on him. but for Yeonwu I honestly feel like he brought this on himself. he already knows that Taehwan is a complicated person but he chose to still want the guy. i guess you cant really stop yourself from falling but the problem really started with him pushing himself to Taehwan. Im giving Taehwan the benefit of the doubt because he didn't actively pursue Yeonwu in the beginning.
Yh this is where the bff is a nice relief lol, always spitting truth bombs even though yeonwu don't give a fuck because he's the type to never truly get over his first love ╮(￣▽￣)╭
truth. I guess the direction of the series is that Yeonwu will finally realize his worth and Taehwan will too. I just hope that the author will have his own twist because weve already read tons of series just like this
Loooove the fact that the plot is progressing without fights. That really helps in establishing a story. Im looking at you GoH lol
Sendo and Rukawa is my first ever ship in my life!!