Ok, imma just let this marinate and find other bl horrors KWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
There's also this one https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kansai_jin_to_hukuman_satsujinki/
Hi, just came here to tell you I found another one https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/boys_of_the_dead/
I just remembered this one https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/dead_man_switch/
I expected to cry when I started reading this, but please damnit, why'd you do them like that.
The pain of realization of the mistakes and misunderstanding that happened, the pain of killing someone who loves you, the pain of seeing your own brother who you supposedly hate die in front of you, for you. I really wish he finds a home that would heal, I wish that he doesn't get hurt and gets his peaceful life fulfilled. That he's loved and he knows it.