Ruka... dude, you are always welcome to confess whatever you truly feel to Maya. I know you feel sad and lonely. BUT testing other people's relationship is not your job. Especially, considering how important they are to each other. If you are a decent dude you definitely would not do that.
I'm really hoping you'll be able to find your own man. Your true soulmate. A man who accepts you as a whole, inside and out. You deserve that.
But dude... you gotta earn it.
I really feel bad about Masato... He tries to tell himself that he is happy and satisfied... but he's not. I guess his wife is like that too in a sense. I admire them for putting their child first before everything. But if they're not really happy, it's bound to get worse, and at some point of their lives, their daughter would come to realize it too. And when that time comes maybe it'll be a little too late for the both of them.
I wish he took this opportunity to finally confess what he truly feels for Hotaka. Whether he'll get rejected or not.
As for Chika, he's adorable and sweet but he's just too forward. He doesn't give Chika a lot of space to think. He attacks and attacks. That's why Chika goes with the flow, because there's no time for defense. Specially for a guy like him, who needs a lot of space and time to be able to think.
I wouldn't be surprised if he killed himself at the end of the story. But you know what's a better ending... kill every single of them before killing himself. Or torture them to death, let those psychos experience what it felt to be mind-fucked... I'm so sick and tired of them.
P.S.
But what I'm secretly hoping for an ending, is for Kyung Soo to find somebody who would really help him out of that mess. He's just way too vulnerable, and he kept making wrong choices, and meeting wrong people. IT'S ABOUT TIME, FOR SOMEBODY WHO IS "RIGHT" TO SHOW UP.
At least if he's plotting something, it's for a happy ending.
Happy ending only for him!!