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literally fuck anyone who'd call this beautiful son a bitch "duMb". this poor boi has dealt with so much shit his whole life. it's so hard to be stuck between hating or forgiving people whom you know you loved; and in Sohan's case, a person whom he thinks is he's supposed to love. not only are societal norms probably playing a part in this whole idea of "putting family first no matter what"-mechanism of his--but at the end of the day, he is an abandoned child with a deep hole in his heart that yearns for a parent, yearns for a hope.
he's a a child of a shit father who *half-heartedly and temporarily* accepted his father back due to inevitable family ties and perhaps the humanitarian conscience in him (that yes, his shit dad do not deserve). that's all he did; yet you impatient potatoes already act as though he condoned a foccen murder lmao
in conclusion, read a no-plot porno if you do not get these portrayals by the author ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶