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Wait, was Suu a virgin? I thought he was the poor plaything of he and Nadan’s former master (he was trading taunts with a servant pregnant with the master’s child, iirc). It was like 45678865544 chapters ago so I could be misremembering.
Suu did acknowledge being a plaything for his previous master but the extent of it was quite vague. I viewed it as Suu doing dirty works for the family. If I remember correctly, Suu did different tasks for his previous master so that he would be acknowledge by the Noble Consorts family.
Suu didn't had sex with Nadan because he wanted to sell his first time to afford freedom. He gave Suryeon his virginity because he felt like it could give him more leverage. He had sex with Saharah because he felt lonely.
Suu would give anything to have freedom from this hellish enviroment. And Suu deserve that.