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Well yes but it’s more than that. He has the urge to do it because of the curse. The urge to rape/have sex with his younger brother, with his best friends, with his trusted advisors. He was in pain because the demon never cared about whether he liked the sex or not. Nuah was gentle with him from the start so he helped rix build a healthy relationship with sex + he has magical cum so it nullifies the curse for a few days.
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i think the demon can appear in rix's hallucination through the curse and insult him, if demon isn't shown up, rix gets harassed by those invisible hands.
no matter how many times rix gets 'raped' or 'beaten' by demon during the curse, he looks perfectly normal the next day, no scar no bleeding no wound.
rix's closest subordinates know what's happened at night, imagine if the demon was doing this and that to rix in his tent for real, how come his subordinates did nothing about it, only because they can't meddle with someone's thoughts.
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think it this way, it's difficult to feel excited through anal sex in dream or hallucination if one never experiences it before
in previous chapter, rix became hard while having sex with demon who's in tylli's appearance. i have to admit, although it's not real, his feeling is not fake, that's probably why he hates it so
to say that the curse will make one have dirty dreams, i'd say that it will make one's mind dirty for a certain period. when one dreams, his body is still. when one's mind is fucked up, he offers someone a blow job
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Yes but it’s still affecting him mentally. It’s still bothering him. I didn’t say it was physical nor did I say it wasn’t, but to him it’s still going on. I’m aware that the eponymous person he’s literally having sex with is nuah or that one random guy who joined in, it’s still part of the curse to experience what he did in his mind.
So I know the MC has a curse and that Nuah is helping him remove it. Near the beginning (first 30 chapters?) is he fucking his friends or whatever they are? Like I know that he hates that he's being forced to do that but are they friends, servants, concubines, or what? Sorry if I sound disgusted, I just have a bad habit of thinking of fantasy manhwas in a realistic state. The way I thought of it is since the MC is cursed he has to have sex, but realistically I would choose one person, (like how he's only having sex with Nuah rn) instead of fucking like 5 acquaintances? Idk, I 100% shouldn't be thinking realisticly but honestly that's all I get, everything else I just dunno so I'm having mixed feelings about this manhwa. (Or it's just because I bing read this at 3am )