I didnt even finish bc kou was an asshole and now from the comments he also CHEATED?? afte...

hold up, read it till the end. He was trying to get over shinobu but he couldn't and ended up imagining him instead. He thought he was immune to emotion, but he starved himself, he couldn't sleep, and he reaches a point of crying, A SEME. CRYING. FOR UKE.

dude that's called playing the victim he's literally trying to victimize himself lol crying over shit he's done doesn't redeem his character.

wait by being depressed? Man I thought I was sensitive. Do you understand anything about the way people can change? Even if he is playing the victim, who the hell is watching? He litterally feels guilty. Thats not it sometimes people don't change until they find love. It's not necassarily charecter that matters if two people love eachother enough, that shit changes big time. It's a very deep theme, I guess I shouldn't feel sorry that both of them suffered? I'm not even saying ANYONE is a bad guy. LIfe in reality and in manga is never just black or white. There are reasons for certain behaviors and certain people are able to change the way they are because they realized that they had a selfish way of life. Especially the ones who had no idea love existed. Have a heart, the guy could've died. You act like if that happened shinobu would stop loving him back and wouldn't feel guilty. Fact is, two people can love eachother in a way that changes poor charecter they once had. Usually those bonds last a lifetime and with true care for one-another. Not scum, not like hachidori or a player. Even then it's still possible. Who can think love can't exist if they try to get over eachother in bad ways because people can feel hopeless like that? Not me. I understand the way love can be portrayed. I am a fan of acts of hopeless devotion, sure he's made bad choices, but love can give you amazing changes once you know it's mutual you're both content. I am aalso a fan of drastic expressions of love.

uhm ok ig go off