Mmhh I recently had a baby and my baby daddy hasn't been present, after my baby turned 11months I went on a date with a guy I was vibing with but I realized I wasn't ready to date really, I completely ruined that experience with my insecurities and trust issues which led to him blocking me, somehow I was left feeling resentful af though, I occasionally get lonely and some days I ain't but when I'm lonely I get to think about him which I feel is wrong but I can't help it and I dont even know if this is the right platform to post this, but I just felt like venting hey lol.
Mmhh I recently had a baby and my baby daddy hasn't been present, after my baby turned 11months I went on a date with a guy I was vibing with but I realized I wasn't ready to date really, I completely ruined that experience with my insecurities and trust issues which led to him blocking me, somehow I was left feeling resentful af though, I occasionally get lonely and some days I ain't but when I'm lonely I get to think about him which I feel is wrong but I can't help it and I dont even know if this is the right platform to post this, but I just felt like venting hey lol.
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