so...when can we get a good manga without rape

definately not in yaoi genre .

literally begging at this point

There's actually... like 20% of the existing yaoi's that has pure fluff and wholesomeness, mutual understanding and respect between seme and uke, and no sexual harassment nor rape.

can you please link :)) im desperate

You can check this list. Be sure to read the tags tho, some may not be as they seem.

http://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/812238/

And there's also these, Vol 1 is very shounen-ai but Vol 2 has a teaspoon of yaoi in it.

http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/restart_wa_tadaima_no_ato_de/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/restart_wa_onaka_wo_sukasete/

TYSM

Not in a smut genre im general. I've seen enough hetero romance where every sex scene included a girl repeating "no, I don't want it, please stop" but the guy only said "stop pretending you don't want it, I can see it on your face". God damn it, if this is a kink and she really likes it let me know beforehand because most of the time I feel uncomfortable and quick the manga -_-