Guys recommend me a BL with powerful or heartbreaking scenes ( like king's maker and blood...

Dark heaven
ENNEAD

Hina wa Mitsuiro no Koi ni Torawareru (the twist broke me :))
Caste Heaven (ongoing)
Escape Journey (slight?)
Royal Servant (the angst is real)
At the End of the Road
Hinekure Chaser (angst)

Though I recommend reading In Another Life, a fanfiction about BokuAka. That story, a f*cking masterpiece, made me cry til' daybreak. (I read it at 1 or 2 am)

Royal servant... I hated everyone except ryan and Christopher

Couldn't really remember much of it, I just remembered the pain mc felt. ;-;

Let's just say that the uke was not my fav

Same. I felt bad for him but, why must you do that to yourself, hun? Taemin/Suwon is my best uke. Just saying. (▰˘◡˘▰)

If you’re okay with djs there’s aurthur in the dark

Omg the one from at the end of the road?? YAS GURL , THATS MY BOI
You should read blood bank and never understand. The characters awesome

The hana no mizo shiru ( idk if this is how it’s written) series
There’s also december rain
To be or not to be
Warehouse