Oh my God! How come I haven't read this gem yet? That was soooo good! So realistic. Such a...

Oh my God! How come I haven't read this gem yet? That was soooo good! So realistic. Such a drama. This is not your usual sweet yaoi story. I don't know, it must have hit my mood, because I really enjoyed it. Wow. I love all the characters. Like ALL. Shino is a sweetheart and I hope he will have a beautiful future with TJ. As for Shiki, I'll write a little more about him. Well, I was shocked to learn the background to his story. At first I was a little disappointed to lose my romantic idea of him and Keigo, but then somehow I liked him even more. He was so cheerful and playful and I liked his friendly relationship with Shino. I liked the contrast between their approach to love (even physical love) and their childhood. While Shino had a happy childhood with a loving mother and wanted to have sex only with the one he loved, Shiki, who grew up in an orphanage, had no problem having more lovers. It may be stereotypical, but the fact is that psychological deprivation in childhood will affect later life. To be clear, I do not approve of cheating and do not like to read about it. But I'm not sure Shiki was cheating on Keigo. He told him plainly that he couldn't be his boyfriend, but that they could enjoy themselves together. I think even if he told him about the Major, Keigo would still want what Shiki could give. He would suffer, but I don't think he would want to lose him. And Major knew that Shiki was hooked elsewhere. It is understandable that Shiki wanted to choose Major. He didn't have to hide anything from him because he already knew about his work. He could relax next to him, just as Noaki had said. But he must have liked them both when he had such a dilemma and decided what to do next, and he didn't want to drag it out with both at the same time. It was also clear that he was mourning the Major sincerely. He was ready to lose Keigo when they were to transfer him. And then he almost died. It's hard to imagine what it will do to a person. So what if after he recovered (mentally and physically) went to see Keigo to see if he still had a chance? I don't understand the hatred of some of the commentators here ... as if Shiki was a criminal. It is a fact that it is a sensitive topic, especially for those who have a painful experience with cheating. Even so, I think that if we are just observers, we can have an opinion, but what right do we have to judge others for their behavior when we are not in their shoes and experiencing what they are?