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I agree...it was such a short amount of time uke had with the doc but before leaving he gave the doc what he had left...his heart even a bit nd body...tho it may sound not good but that was all he had left... He can't just abandon his feelings for that bitch man of 10 years ... All he was doing was just avoiding his feelings nd loved a happy few days left with the doc... I'm happy at least someone commented what I had in mind
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Some may think the uke did not love the doctor and feel bad for him, but i think for the circumstances and the time they knew each other the uke gave him a big piece of his heart.
The love the uke have for the seme cannot just vanish because he left him. Even so it is clear that the uke regretted loving the seme and longed for the past maybe that's why, when dying, he went back to his happiest days when he was in school. I am sure that the uke knew that the seme was contacting the dr but he never looked for him or accepted to talk to him.
The fact that the uke suffered years under the seme in silence is also a big blow to the seme and a good relief or the uke. it is a sad to live like that but when the uke left he was so sure of himself because he did all he could.
You can also see in the last chapters that the uke wanted to love the doctor and had quite the affection for him. This wish was also reflected on his wish to be with the doctor in the afterlife and the other life.
The uke also had a good closure and good peaceful last days.
As for the seme, he ruined so many lives. I am not even sure he really loves the uke for me it is some kind of obsessive attachment that may have started with love at first but did not continue like that.
He is just an egoist person and did not actually think about the uke or his feelings. because if he did he wouldn't cheat or treat him like that. He was so absorbed in his own world and desires, he forgot about his partner and took him for granted.
He got what he deserved and i hope he never recovers. I specially like the fact that he was not allowed to see the uke at all and that he had no chance to even ask for forgiveness. YES IF SOMEONE CHEATS ON YOU HE JUST NOT WORTH IT.