You know, that one you’re talking about was actually pretty good, I liked that one more than this one ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ but I think mainly is because in that story the uke was killed and then brought back to life, it was interesting.
I think one that’s more fucked up is… I’m not sure about the name but it’s about a guy who’s little brother was being taken by some fucked up pig monster family and this guy offer himself instead of his brother, that was so traumatizing to watch, first they cut his legs off (he was conscious all the time) because “he was not going to need them anymore”, then they told him they will leave his hands but they cut his tendons or something like that, more things happened and he was then constantly being abuse by those pig humanoid creatures… that made want to read some fluff stories to clean my soul ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
For once, I ain't reading some cliche shit. This one holds it for me. Its not something fucked-up imho, but its not a plot that yaoi authors usually makes. I've read some thats more fucked-up than this, like that one yaoi manga wherein the seme 'literally' fist fucked the open stomach and intestines of the uke, real bloody and holds 8/10 for shit-ups. This ones a 4/10.
Kudos to the author. Its a 4* for me.