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http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/feeding_lamb/
i almost threw up reading this( ̄∇ ̄")
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(short warning at the beginning: those reccommendations are really brutal - be aware)
The other ones by the same author are called:
Kiseki to Amedama (more psychological, less gore)
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kiseki_to_amedama/
Host is down (more gore)
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/host_in_down/
The other two are on myreadingmanga.info:
"Otori" (good short story)
And the infamous "orc bride" (very gory)
Another very gory manga is:
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kanpai_dj_unapai/
There are two manga by gengoroh tagame which I like (you can find them on myreadingmanga too):
Whats inside the chest (very brutal)
dissolve (only time I thought mindbreak was interesting)
And one which isn't that gory but I found it quite disturbing nonetheless:
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/uruwashiki_shuen/
Others which come to mind:
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/yami_bl/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/camellia_minami/
And if you want to read about the psychological effects of child abuse (long and sad, no happy end):
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/zankoku_na_kami_ga_shihai_suru/
And I have no words for these
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/cold_rain_of_happiness/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/classmate_asada_nemui/
Somehow this turned into a list of worst BL I know ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
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sorry, I was refering to feeding lamb artist Nishin
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/heartless/
ive been looking for some good yaoi kinda MADK. its an amazing psychological with top tier art and i havent been able to find anything else like it. If you have any recommendations lmk uwu. thank you! ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~