Exactly. I think I'll drop this for the time being. Her reasoning and thoughts are all over the place. The emperor has done nothing to warrent any feelings of her and while this story is supposed to show us how much she loves her sibling, I never get that feeling from her. Sometimes she even seems to doubt her sibling (like in ch 11 she questioned whether her little sister only saw her as a CEO) and I'm like "Huh, didn't you want to be with your sibling again, why are you now questioning their feeling?" The last few chapters this MC has been like: "Oh shit what a murderer! What an asshole! But he's also so attractive! Does my sibling even care about me as much as this random murderous dude hmm???"
Lmao this is so true
Ok, so the more the story progresses the less it makes sense. Like, the first time you saw the emperor he almost killed a bunch of innocent people, the second he gets angry at your own sibling for touching you and lastly he actually attacks your precious sibling (who you love enough to want to live another life for), all the while, all you can suddenly think about is how handsome the emperor is and how he thinks about as a person and how he worries for you, while your heart beats fast for him?!?!? Like WTF??? щ(゜ロ゜щ) щ(゜ロ゜щ) щ(゜ロ゜щ) Did you forget why you wanted this life?
If the ML was a decent person I could at least understand how you can fall for him so suddenly, but to fall for him as he is now is just stupid. I hope this improves. I'm still giving it a chance because it had a good beginning, but if continues like this, I'm dropping it. I'm now sad because I was hoping more from this...(｡•︿•｡)