CONTAINS SPOILER Just finished reading the raws. I first continue reading this because of...

CONTAINS SPOILER

Just finished reading the raws. I first continue reading this because of how absurd the whole situation is and the characters are (I mean only thing that made sense and was a logical human being was Jiwon who deserves a best friend award btw LOL) Then I read to hope to see Hoshik dump possessive sungyeon. Then, when hoyeon was in the picture, I fell in love with the family and started liking Sungyeon. In the end, I ended up enjoying the story. Sungyeon is a jerk but he IS Hoshik’s lovesick fool of a jerk hahahaha. He became more bearable too as he mild down a bit as story progresses. Also, their tragic past life made me re-evaluate their relationship. Ughhh the fact that it was shown at the very end after seeing them all lovey dovey happy before....I dunno made a bigger emotional impact T.T


To those of you who are curious here’s the spoiler y’all
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So in their past lives Ho-shik was Sungyeon’s servant. Past life Sungyeon, like his present self, was crazy in love with Ho-Shik. Sung-Yeon was forced to marry the princess of the country because the princess happen to fall in love with Sung-Yeon at the first sight. Nights before the marriage, SungYeon tells Hoshik that he won’t marry her when Hoshik tells him not to, but Hoshik, oblivious of his feelings and the time, doesn’t understand the meaning behind Sungyeon’s words and brush him off by saying Sungyeon doesn’t need the opinion of lowly servant like him. Sungyeon ends up marrying the princess but even after the marriage, he refuses to sleep with her. This causes his mother to ask Hoshik, since he is the only one Sungyeon listen to, to convince Sungyeon to bed his wife to make an heir. A good boy (or a kind fool) Hoshik is, he does as he is asked. Sungyeon is wrecked by hearing his loved one asking him to bed someone else. Drama ensues, but ultimately Sungyeon listens to Hoshik and tells him that he will do as Hoshik wishes and begs him to never push him away again. And there’s a really heart breaking scene where Hoshik is crying in the snow while he burns wood to keep the room warm as Sungyeon has sex with his wife T.T And tada Yeon is born! 3 years later, Hoshik’s health is starting to deteriorate and Hoshik realizes that he is getting the same sickness that stole his mother’s life. Sungyeon needs to leave the town for days for I dunno the noble duty stuff and he hesitate to do so saying he weirdly doesn’t want to leave Hoshik that day. Hoshik, cinnamon roll he is, cheerfully soothes Sungyeon’s worries and sends him off. Hoshik stares after Sungyeon for a long time with tearly eyes and comments that weirdly that day, Sungyeon feels so far away. Gahhh this scene was so sad TT.TT When Sungyeon returns from his trip, Hoshik is on his deathbed. He only makes it to hear Hoshik admittng his love to him for the first time before Hoshik dies *sob* Then we return back to the present day where Sungyeon is watching Hoshik giggle with Soyeon and Hoyeon. Gahhhhhh Their happiness means so much more after we learn about their previous life. Does Sungyeon remember his past life? I don’t think so. I think he just instinctively knows he cannot lose Hoshik this time and knows that he needs to hold on to him no matter what in this precious second chance he is given.