Oh is it that manhwa...the uke is the butler, a masochist, likes choking, and the seme (son) grows up to look just like the dad, and the son and the butler have a relationship too and the seme (son) is a professor or something... I may have bookmarked it brb
Omg FOUND IT (if it's the one) through 71 pages of bookmarks
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/epitaph_perfume/
Now after all this searching, I'm not sure it might be the one.
Oh this one's so much closer lol sorry
Maybe I just needed to waste some time
thank you so much!!!! i couldn’t find it for some reason haha
although this wasnt the one that i was looking for, it still looks pretty interesting :0 thank you for searching and linking it! ill read it too :D tysm!!
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i dont remember much about the story but i remember this dad(?) had a room in their house and nobody was allowed to go in except him. one day his son saw what was inside and he saw a blonde kid. one time i think his wife went in and had a breakdown then had sex with the butler(?) oh god it sounds so weird lol also i think the son had a wife but he was gay and would have affairs with his wife knowing. might have been historical and psychological but i couldnt find it. pls help